Give it to Me Four Times
I committed. I chose monogamy. I chose self dicispline and self restraint. I chose a relationship. A boyfriend.
But, of course, there's always the one you have a weakspot for. The one that has always been appealing. The one that can shake you out of a relationship, right out. Best of all, he's rarely around, but when he is you just chose a relationship with somebody else a week prior. Every time in the last four years. Every time.
And then, then there's the dream. And now, the dream can be realized with a little bit of effort. He's the one that makes you blush by the way he says your name.
The trouble is novelty. Presently, no relationship can have too much substance due to plans of bigger and better. The goal is starting clean. Naive. Leaving this place.
I suppose I'm feeling tied down already. Honestly too flakey and flighty to have a relationship. Impatient. If it doesn't knock me down from the very beginning, why bother trying to make it?
In love, I suppose I'm looking for the man that will make me feel like I'm having a heart attack. Mario Puzo called this kind of feeling a thunderbolt. That's what I want. I don't see the point in anything else.
I am juvenile.
But, of course, there's always the one you have a weakspot for. The one that has always been appealing. The one that can shake you out of a relationship, right out. Best of all, he's rarely around, but when he is you just chose a relationship with somebody else a week prior. Every time in the last four years. Every time.
And then, then there's the dream. And now, the dream can be realized with a little bit of effort. He's the one that makes you blush by the way he says your name.
The trouble is novelty. Presently, no relationship can have too much substance due to plans of bigger and better. The goal is starting clean. Naive. Leaving this place.
I suppose I'm feeling tied down already. Honestly too flakey and flighty to have a relationship. Impatient. If it doesn't knock me down from the very beginning, why bother trying to make it?
In love, I suppose I'm looking for the man that will make me feel like I'm having a heart attack. Mario Puzo called this kind of feeling a thunderbolt. That's what I want. I don't see the point in anything else.
I am juvenile.