Dec 23, 2004 17:08
theres been one thing that i've known to be true about life...
and that is that it will enevitably end, and when it does will you be right with yourself?
i've shown myself, proven myself worthy to my father so many times before, yet nothing i do seems to please him.
my brother's finally happy, he recently popped the question to Jessica.
i'm depressed, but not like i usually am...
not upset over something, about something, or for someone...
i'm depressed because i consistantly strive to be alone, yet express my want for a love that's full of so much worth.
pat is getting really close with my family...they like him...
adam and i have been hanging out more...
i miss sean, and wish that i could see britney more often outside of work.
i want to move away from all of this...
i just want to leave
i love you all