New Life
You’ve touched the fragile skin of my heart
I feel the vibrations of your love penetrate these veins and proceed to run rampant in the open meadows under the clear skies of my physical confines
You’ve given my spirit weight and grace
A force perpetually being set in motion, coercing throughout the rhythmic waves of luxury and peace that sustains all order and progress of my thoughts
Inevitably setting myself up for a continuous sense of failure or regret for notions of sins not yet revealed
I hope you’ve forgiven me by now
I hold no remorse for what we’ve been through together
Nor what was said
But the only path I’ve found to be more difficult to pursue than that of life is that of love
Or the lack there of
And when all else has abandoned me
I become helpless in this treacherous world of revealing light
All that I can see is the pathway to truth in the glimmer of your effervescent eyes
I think of the treason befallen me whilst groveling to grieve for what you know only I can give
You’re still begging me to understand the warmth of where you’ve been
I’ve attempted the voyage to reach you there many times
However, you’ve been blinded by the same flame of guilt, full well knowing the ways you’ve taunted me with false hope and lost causes
It’s hard to believe I’m still infatuated by this plague of dreams that have haunted my subconscious past and told prophecies of my future
Somehow you will notice my strength this time
due to all of the grudges I could hold but refuse instead
Or the lost attempts of regret at pain, depression, or knowledge you’ve instilled upon me
I now hold you to nothing
All expectations are lost
And only the question remains: what do I have left but unwavering love for the unbreakable focus I have on the pain you no longer bring me?
I feel the vibrations of your love penetrate these veins and proceed to run rampant in the open meadows under the clear skies of my physical confines
You’ve given my spirit weight and grace
A force perpetually being set in motion, coercing throughout the rhythmic waves of luxury and peace that sustains all order and progress of my thoughts
Inevitably setting myself up for a continuous sense of failure or regret for notions of sins not yet revealed
I hope you’ve forgiven me by now
I hold no remorse for what we’ve been through together
Nor what was said
But the only path I’ve found to be more difficult to pursue than that of life is that of love
Or the lack there of
And when all else has abandoned me
I become helpless in this treacherous world of revealing light
All that I can see is the pathway to truth in the glimmer of your effervescent eyes
I think of the treason befallen me whilst groveling to grieve for what you know only I can give
You’re still begging me to understand the warmth of where you’ve been
I’ve attempted the voyage to reach you there many times
However, you’ve been blinded by the same flame of guilt, full well knowing the ways you’ve taunted me with false hope and lost causes
It’s hard to believe I’m still infatuated by this plague of dreams that have haunted my subconscious past and told prophecies of my future
Somehow you will notice my strength this time
due to all of the grudges I could hold but refuse instead
Or the lost attempts of regret at pain, depression, or knowledge you’ve instilled upon me
I now hold you to nothing
All expectations are lost
And only the question remains: what do I have left but unwavering love for the unbreakable focus I have on the pain you no longer bring me?