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I think the year 2006 might be a little bit better than 2005. I probably just jinxed 2006, cuz i think i said that same phrase in the beginning of January last year. then we found out Steve had brain cancer and was given a death sentence pretty much. 2005 just really sucked for me and i can not express how much I'm happy it's over. I honestly think there was only 3 good things that happened in 2005.
1. Victoria Lee Schroder was born! :0)
2. Lynnie and Steve got married! :0)
3. Me and Nicole became friends again :0) :0).
I didn't fail anything last semester! I got like B's and one A-. I was very surprised i honestly thought that i was gonna like fail a lot of my classes. i kind of wanna let my historiography people know what my grade was but i probably won't see any of those people again :(. its sad cause we all like banded together against the professor it was kinda fun. i'm gonna miss those kids.
New Years was F*cking Awesome !!!!!!!!!!!period. i didn't really drink but i had a great time, i was given like 1/2 a glass of wine and didn't finish it, attempted a jello shot but there was too much alcohol in it so i gaveit to Becky, had a sip of Becky's beer, and a swig of champane (sp)! ilove all of Nicole's friends and i wanna transfer to Hofstra so bad cuz it was so awesome there! when i was down there i felt like a "real" college student. it was awesome! Everyone was so nice it was weird.
I think I'm wicked happy that me & Nicole are friends again. I think its the best thing for me. I feel like myself so much. I think i missed me, I was gone for almost two years. thats scary. i hope that never happens again. i seriously love how Nicole's family is so happy that we are friends again. i was so close to them, noone really gets that. it was so hard for me to not be with them for like more than a year. they would ask Nicole about me, when Nicole told me that i wanted to cry. I was talking to Collette one night and she told me that she, her mom, and auntie Sue were all so happy that we were friends again. and again i almost cried :(. I think it was good for both me & Nicole to be friends again like mentally it was good for us. we both need eachother.
Thank you Nicole for emailing me. I don't know what i would have done these past few months if we weren't friends.
I haven't visited my meme yet. is that wrong? i wanna go but i'm so scarrred because shes not really coming back. and thats like proof that shes not coming back. i wish she didn't die. i could pick out so many people who deserved to die before her.
I love being back @ dance. i think it keeps me sane. when i walk in there its like walking into my home. and when i'm in the school i feel so safe and stress free its like a magickal place where nothinh can hurt me. its amazing. i love it there. i had like 5 papers due @ once and when i was there i just didn't stress about all the shit i had to do. but as soon as i walked out of that school i was so stressed out like it wasn't even funny.
I love not having Sy in the house its seriously so awesome! I wish that he moved out sooner.
I'm dying from anticipation for the baseball season to start!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just wanna see my Scotty Kaz, Paw Sox, and my new guy Cla Meredith. Not being at the Paw feels weird. i was there EVERY month this past summer and spometimes we'd go there multiple times in a month! and now its January and i haveen't been there since like september 2ish. we all talk about how we miss it and how we just wanna drive by it one day just to be near it. lol. McCoy Stadium was our secoind home for like 4 months! and now nuttin. we havent seen it or anything its so sad.
My mom's going in for surgery on friday, i don't know why but i'm nervous.
I guess I'm done posting for tonite/ i'm going to watch the game by myself :(.... i'm so pathetic.
XoXo,
Dani
1. Victoria Lee Schroder was born! :0)
2. Lynnie and Steve got married! :0)
3. Me and Nicole became friends again :0) :0).
I didn't fail anything last semester! I got like B's and one A-. I was very surprised i honestly thought that i was gonna like fail a lot of my classes. i kind of wanna let my historiography people know what my grade was but i probably won't see any of those people again :(. its sad cause we all like banded together against the professor it was kinda fun. i'm gonna miss those kids.
New Years was F*cking Awesome !!!!!!!!!!!period. i didn't really drink but i had a great time, i was given like 1/2 a glass of wine and didn't finish it, attempted a jello shot but there was too much alcohol in it so i gaveit to Becky, had a sip of Becky's beer, and a swig of champane (sp)! ilove all of Nicole's friends and i wanna transfer to Hofstra so bad cuz it was so awesome there! when i was down there i felt like a "real" college student. it was awesome! Everyone was so nice it was weird.
I think I'm wicked happy that me & Nicole are friends again. I think its the best thing for me. I feel like myself so much. I think i missed me, I was gone for almost two years. thats scary. i hope that never happens again. i seriously love how Nicole's family is so happy that we are friends again. i was so close to them, noone really gets that. it was so hard for me to not be with them for like more than a year. they would ask Nicole about me, when Nicole told me that i wanted to cry. I was talking to Collette one night and she told me that she, her mom, and auntie Sue were all so happy that we were friends again. and again i almost cried :(. I think it was good for both me & Nicole to be friends again like mentally it was good for us. we both need eachother.
Thank you Nicole for emailing me. I don't know what i would have done these past few months if we weren't friends.
I haven't visited my meme yet. is that wrong? i wanna go but i'm so scarrred because shes not really coming back. and thats like proof that shes not coming back. i wish she didn't die. i could pick out so many people who deserved to die before her.
I love being back @ dance. i think it keeps me sane. when i walk in there its like walking into my home. and when i'm in the school i feel so safe and stress free its like a magickal place where nothinh can hurt me. its amazing. i love it there. i had like 5 papers due @ once and when i was there i just didn't stress about all the shit i had to do. but as soon as i walked out of that school i was so stressed out like it wasn't even funny.
I love not having Sy in the house its seriously so awesome! I wish that he moved out sooner.
I'm dying from anticipation for the baseball season to start!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just wanna see my Scotty Kaz, Paw Sox, and my new guy Cla Meredith. Not being at the Paw feels weird. i was there EVERY month this past summer and spometimes we'd go there multiple times in a month! and now its January and i haveen't been there since like september 2ish. we all talk about how we miss it and how we just wanna drive by it one day just to be near it. lol. McCoy Stadium was our secoind home for like 4 months! and now nuttin. we havent seen it or anything its so sad.
My mom's going in for surgery on friday, i don't know why but i'm nervous.
I guess I'm done posting for tonite/ i'm going to watch the game by myself :(.... i'm so pathetic.
XoXo,
Dani