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Feb 05, 2006 20:35

last night i looked at the post secret book at barnes and noble, and it was so inspiring. moreso than the website for some reason. This morning I made a list of my secrets and things I've been hiding. Things I've been too afraid to even write down on paper previously. And it was so liberating. I cannot explain how empowered I felt after writing everything down.

My great grandma's little sister is in town and staying at my grandparents house, which is where i am right now. Her name is Lee Esther and she is 83 years old. This is the first time I've met her. It must be hard for her to look at my great grandma, who is 4 years older than her, and see how affected she is by alzheimers, and now by cancer. I'm so scared of getting old.

I've been on the verge of tears all day.
But I'm dating this boy that I really like. And I have a best friend that constantly keeps me entertained. So really, I should be smiling.

To top this off, I have rediscovered my love for ballet and I've been doing "tombe pas de bouree, glissade pas de chats" up and down my grandma's hallway.
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