lonely nights spent with lonely people...
i havent posted one of these in forever, but i felt like it just now.
i hate spending my whole day alone, because i feel like i have to find someone to be with; anyone, just as long as im not by myself. usually i end up with the baseball team which, fortunately, isnt that bad. not my preference though.
i get home from a long day at nova high school and i never really have anything to do.
i call janina, ask her to come see me (even though i know she wont), then i find myself sitting at my computer all evening, looking at everyones myspace or livejournal, and wondering why this is what i do.
i guess its all i have to do.
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i hate spending my whole day alone, because i feel like i have to find someone to be with; anyone, just as long as im not by myself. usually i end up with the baseball team which, fortunately, isnt that bad. not my preference though.
i get home from a long day at nova high school and i never really have anything to do.
i call janina, ask her to come see me (even though i know she wont), then i find myself sitting at my computer all evening, looking at everyones myspace or livejournal, and wondering why this is what i do.
i guess its all i have to do.
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