Silly me

Dec 07, 2010 08:25

Hit the wall at work yesterday.  First time, I think, since I got here that I was so upset I couldn't keep my emotions in check - although I did manage to not really let it show till I was alone in my car.  Still upset, but learned my lesson, if half assing things is the way to go and working 3 days on the same project means I'm BLATANTLY, TO MY FACE not listened to, so be it.  I went from being a voice to being nothing more than the web person who supports all the other OBVIOUSLY more important initiatives.  And it sucks.  I've been killing myself over whether I have the time to get all my projects done AND take the vacation time I'll be losing at the end of the year because, you know, I've been responsible and come to work to make sure things are complete and well done.  To what freaking end.  Perhaps I should be thrilled to have my position clarified for me.  Scheduling that vacation time now.

I know.  Bad attitude.  I'll get over it.  But I'm allowed to be pissed off and upset.

Funny...other than that, not much to bitch about at all.  Knock on wood, no flares lately, dizzy spells hit from time to time in the weirdest way, but that's easy, they never last more than like the time it takes for "one wave" to go by.

Finished "V for Vendetta" on Audio, as well as "Hunger Games" in book form, both of which were amazing.  Started listening to "Reckless" - the narrator bugs me, but the story is enough to keep me going, although it's fast and furious with the action, making it a bit hard to get the characters right.  Started 'The Perfectionist' in book form, but it's not grabbing me, and even though I have hundreds of books to pick from, can't find one to catch my attention yet.  We'll see.

work, dizzy, audiobooks, books

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