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the past 4 days have been rough on me emotionally. being ripped away from the person i love the most has hurt me more than anything and has put doubts in my head, i know i cant believe the doubts because it is only going to ruin me. i try to not cry and keep my head up because things will get better. sometimes i feel so strong and then i begin to think and i feel so weak and want to break down. i know he loves me and it is unfair that his mom is doing this to us. i just need the reassurence that he is there for me, and that i shouldnt think of these things. i was childish when i talked to her, and i regret that. i plan on appoligizing, but i feel that over the phone just wouldnt be right, i want to do it in person. i love him so much and i just want her to realize, and i want things between us to be okay and not so rough.