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Today was so great, it was as 3 days melded into one. The first started when I ran home from Bryn's house at 5AM...in only 13 minutes or less! Morning is always so beautiful. I massaged my shoulders and put myself to sleep.
Day 2 started when I woke up at 10:30. I listened to some of my favorite new cd's and played around with some NES games, pulled a few pesky shrubs in the garden too :)
I had big plans that I was really excited for today, but I ended up not doing them. It is so awesome when things work out for the best when you never thought they would. Those are the times where I contemplate the idea that maybe God does have a plan. I was so pissed off today, pissed and let down.
Day 3 started when things got better. I wore a hoody of a different color and let myself go. In that time I healed myself. I went to disneyland and back, then marked a rune for that area and teleported there one last time. This is where I found the characters of my story, and understood what each of them stood for. In my disconnect I could answer the questions of why. I sheared the buttery fickleness of some who I had always desired to know better, at least for twenty seconds, all I needed.
The taste of ice and blood conquered my senses for a time, a place where mulch is traversed and great rocks broken into soothing granules, a location where some have made the deepest oaths to friends and God alike. My shirt is off and my bare back is exposed to the cold air outside near the bloody stump. My punishment will be swift and it is necessary, the fresh blood will indeed sting as it is exposed to the redolent wind. I await the blow, to see if I will collapse or walk away with a jubilant pride in my step.
It means everything to me now, to see the orange sky come tuesday. It is exempted of the rules of former and future, as it is a time that will certainly exist, from the asphalt to the granite stones within the hillside.
Day 2 started when I woke up at 10:30. I listened to some of my favorite new cd's and played around with some NES games, pulled a few pesky shrubs in the garden too :)
I had big plans that I was really excited for today, but I ended up not doing them. It is so awesome when things work out for the best when you never thought they would. Those are the times where I contemplate the idea that maybe God does have a plan. I was so pissed off today, pissed and let down.
Day 3 started when things got better. I wore a hoody of a different color and let myself go. In that time I healed myself. I went to disneyland and back, then marked a rune for that area and teleported there one last time. This is where I found the characters of my story, and understood what each of them stood for. In my disconnect I could answer the questions of why. I sheared the buttery fickleness of some who I had always desired to know better, at least for twenty seconds, all I needed.
The taste of ice and blood conquered my senses for a time, a place where mulch is traversed and great rocks broken into soothing granules, a location where some have made the deepest oaths to friends and God alike. My shirt is off and my bare back is exposed to the cold air outside near the bloody stump. My punishment will be swift and it is necessary, the fresh blood will indeed sting as it is exposed to the redolent wind. I await the blow, to see if I will collapse or walk away with a jubilant pride in my step.
It means everything to me now, to see the orange sky come tuesday. It is exempted of the rules of former and future, as it is a time that will certainly exist, from the asphalt to the granite stones within the hillside.