The world.
I want to see someone getting asked...if they would like to be married.
I really would like that.
I'm such a romantic, at heart. Such a big heart.
Dreams bigger than the world. *smiles softly*.
The problem is, i know i'm smart enough to get the world.
Have everything i want.
Work hard for it.
But i dont know, what it is, i should do.
Does anyone know how frustrating that is?
For christ sake, i'm supposed to have an iq of 150+.
I've already got a networking degree.
I'm 20 years old (all that sounded much more impressive when i was 18)
and have worked at least 3 different career jobs, earning over $80k per year, but only stayed in them for a few months at a time.
I havent really progressed in the last 2 years. I dont want to look back in another three, and be thinking the same fucking thing.
I know when i make up my mind what i want, i can get it..i will get it.
I've already proven it.
I just dont have inspiration.
If someone offered me a job as a personal assistant to a CEO of a major company, for instance, i would slave my arse off at that job. I would work 20 hours a day, again and again. I can, I have that energy, that drive for success.
I KNOW I could do extremely well, even with no prior experience. I have that self belief, confidence.
I would LOVE it.
I JUST DONT HAVE DIRECTION.
And what it comes down to, is that the only reason i want that money, the success, is to be able to show that one special person i care about, that one special person that won't hold back, wont bitch and lie about me, wont cheat on me.......... the world.
The whole. Amazing. World.
Together.
(And perhaps buy myself a black Lotus exige, get it retrimmed in leather, turbo it, and chuck in a phat system :P )
I really would like that.
I'm such a romantic, at heart. Such a big heart.
Dreams bigger than the world. *smiles softly*.
The problem is, i know i'm smart enough to get the world.
Have everything i want.
Work hard for it.
But i dont know, what it is, i should do.
Does anyone know how frustrating that is?
For christ sake, i'm supposed to have an iq of 150+.
I've already got a networking degree.
I'm 20 years old (all that sounded much more impressive when i was 18)
and have worked at least 3 different career jobs, earning over $80k per year, but only stayed in them for a few months at a time.
I havent really progressed in the last 2 years. I dont want to look back in another three, and be thinking the same fucking thing.
I know when i make up my mind what i want, i can get it..i will get it.
I've already proven it.
I just dont have inspiration.
If someone offered me a job as a personal assistant to a CEO of a major company, for instance, i would slave my arse off at that job. I would work 20 hours a day, again and again. I can, I have that energy, that drive for success.
I KNOW I could do extremely well, even with no prior experience. I have that self belief, confidence.
I would LOVE it.
I JUST DONT HAVE DIRECTION.
And what it comes down to, is that the only reason i want that money, the success, is to be able to show that one special person i care about, that one special person that won't hold back, wont bitch and lie about me, wont cheat on me.......... the world.
The whole. Amazing. World.
Together.
(And perhaps buy myself a black Lotus exige, get it retrimmed in leather, turbo it, and chuck in a phat system :P )