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First of all, I apologize deeply to those of you to whom I did not answer. The past days have been busy, hectic would be more like it. I thought it would calm down this week, this being the middle term week when we have no classes, but I was oh so wrong.
I have this huge paper to write, and it's not hard, just sooooo boring, and therefore I have no motivation, and it's dragging on and on forever. And I can't botch it 'cause it's worth 50% of my final note. So instead of enjoying my free of work and school week, I'm working on that, and feeling guilty I'm not putting enough effort in it, and also feeling guilty over the fact I'm not relaxing and taking care of the boyfriend. Needless to say, it's not funny, and I'm not sleeping well at all. I really hate that week. They should not give us a week of "work and study" and let us end the semester one week early instead. Like this I wouldn't have to deal with my need of rest, my overload of work, and everyone's disapointment that I can't give them the attention they expect because this week is for they, an holiday.
Anyway. Complaining about it isn't going to change anything, so I'll blitz like whoa so I can get at least my weekend free. Because, on top of it all, I'd like to have some time to myself, thank you.
Why I have time to write this? Because my car just broke down (again), and I can't go to my appointment for another school paper. So I have extra time, and right now I am too pissed off to do anything else. Anger makes me type faster. Eh.
I have this huge paper to write, and it's not hard, just sooooo boring, and therefore I have no motivation, and it's dragging on and on forever. And I can't botch it 'cause it's worth 50% of my final note. So instead of enjoying my free of work and school week, I'm working on that, and feeling guilty I'm not putting enough effort in it, and also feeling guilty over the fact I'm not relaxing and taking care of the boyfriend. Needless to say, it's not funny, and I'm not sleeping well at all. I really hate that week. They should not give us a week of "work and study" and let us end the semester one week early instead. Like this I wouldn't have to deal with my need of rest, my overload of work, and everyone's disapointment that I can't give them the attention they expect because this week is for they, an holiday.
Anyway. Complaining about it isn't going to change anything, so I'll blitz like whoa so I can get at least my weekend free. Because, on top of it all, I'd like to have some time to myself, thank you.
Why I have time to write this? Because my car just broke down (again), and I can't go to my appointment for another school paper. So I have extra time, and right now I am too pissed off to do anything else. Anger makes me type faster. Eh.