Ups and Downs

Nov 05, 2007 23:43

School has ended and now I'm going to university, studying english and spanish philology. What I'll do with that after...no idea, none at all. It's fun though, well, english and spanish I mean...but, as I had to learn, I need a qualification in Latin, too. Sucks, but, well, I'll get it over with.

Anyway, the other weekend, I went to the charity match in Mannheim Steffi Graf organized. To be honest I didn't really go there to see Steffi -- I mean she's a great tennis player still -- but, being a Justine Henin fan myself, I went there to see Justine. Had a great time. Although I was a little disappointed when Justine didn't play against Ana Ivanovic in the last match -- I would've loved to see that -- it was a great day. Well, except for the two people sitting behind us, bickering about Ana Ivanovic playing André Agassi. I was nearly tempted to hurt them, physically, but, well, I didn't. I'm a peaceful person after all, that is until you really, really provoke me. That saturday...clearly an up.

In the title it says "Ups and Downs" and since the "Up" has already been mentioned, this is gonna be the "Down". I'm not gonna say too much about this, since I don't really know how to put my feelings into words at the moment, but... So, alright, there is this person I met during a holiday job. A really cute person, the most beautiful human being I've ever met in person and for me it was -- I wouldn't say love here -- attraction at the first sight and during the weeks I worked there I found myself falling in love. Then the holiday job ended and I found myself missing that person which was bad already, but the worst part happened just a few -- maybe two -- hours ago. As I already mentioned I'm not gonna elaborate on this, so let's just say I found out that this person is taken. God, I sound kinda stupid I guess, but I don't know what to feel right now. I don't know whether to be angry, to be sad, to be disappointed, to be jealous or to just be numb.

Hopefully I'll have better news next time, but I had to get this out of my system somehow. Until then, psic

2007

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