So im at eatons, your not, how pathetic you are
Yay! at eatons for a bit, actually updating. this is not going to be my typical update, for i have MUCH to say
Anyway, said "odd but cool" girl i met is freaking cool. we spend alot of time taling as it is, and are meeting at saturday market on sunday. YAY! Shish-Kabobs!
Dropped Health and Psych, so i now have school release 7/8. I intend to alkways stay for first lunch, and often stay for 7th talking to hoffman and then going to second lunch before i go home. Fun!
someone recently told me i needed to stop hiding. i needed to be more open. and im just going to listen to her (lets see how this works out Sketchy, then ill tell you if i wuv wu or not)
I very nearly cried today, because for about 2 minutes i felt wonderful, happy, all sorts of things all at once. Then she walked away, and i thought about everything. Backing up....
Today i went up to Saria(Sp?) to figure out if she was giving me her card or not, cause she needed help with Evorea in FFX (She was going to have me beat it). while i was talking to her, Katie came up behind me and tickeled me (Grrr.....) so i gave her a hug, cause her LJ entries have been sad latly and she needed it. it ended up turning into us tickling each other though..... anyway, sat though choir (Stood actually) and moved onto break. was talking to Jeff at his "Surprise party" thingy, and Katie just came up to me and wrapped her arms around me. So i put my arm around her, and we sat there for a couple of minutes just talking. It felt wonderful, right up until she walked away..... then, like i said, i just started thinking (Which everyone knows is never good when its me) and it was like someone popped my ballon. She just wants to be friend's, and i have to respect that. but.... i care for her so much. i never thought feeling like this could just happen, right up until i met her.... i just cant stop thinking about her. She knows how i feel, and says she just wants to be friends. So ill just be a friend, and maybe things will change..... iunno, just thinking about her makes me so happy, and yet so sad at the same time. then after school, i walked her home, and we just talked about random things. it was great. all the time i spend talking with her, i can just be open, be myself, and she doesnt care.I was originaly going to make this veiwable to everyone, but iunno if i should let her see it... what would she think? iunno, and i dont want to risk my chance to at least be her friend...
Anyway, said "odd but cool" girl i met is freaking cool. we spend alot of time taling as it is, and are meeting at saturday market on sunday. YAY! Shish-Kabobs!
Dropped Health and Psych, so i now have school release 7/8. I intend to alkways stay for first lunch, and often stay for 7th talking to hoffman and then going to second lunch before i go home. Fun!
someone recently told me i needed to stop hiding. i needed to be more open. and im just going to listen to her (lets see how this works out Sketchy, then ill tell you if i wuv wu or not)
I very nearly cried today, because for about 2 minutes i felt wonderful, happy, all sorts of things all at once. Then she walked away, and i thought about everything. Backing up....
Today i went up to Saria(Sp?) to figure out if she was giving me her card or not, cause she needed help with Evorea in FFX (She was going to have me beat it). while i was talking to her, Katie came up behind me and tickeled me (Grrr.....) so i gave her a hug, cause her LJ entries have been sad latly and she needed it. it ended up turning into us tickling each other though..... anyway, sat though choir (Stood actually) and moved onto break. was talking to Jeff at his "Surprise party" thingy, and Katie just came up to me and wrapped her arms around me. So i put my arm around her, and we sat there for a couple of minutes just talking. It felt wonderful, right up until she walked away..... then, like i said, i just started thinking (Which everyone knows is never good when its me) and it was like someone popped my ballon. She just wants to be friend's, and i have to respect that. but.... i care for her so much. i never thought feeling like this could just happen, right up until i met her.... i just cant stop thinking about her. She knows how i feel, and says she just wants to be friends. So ill just be a friend, and maybe things will change..... iunno, just thinking about her makes me so happy, and yet so sad at the same time. then after school, i walked her home, and we just talked about random things. it was great. all the time i spend talking with her, i can just be open, be myself, and she doesnt care.I was originaly going to make this veiwable to everyone, but iunno if i should let her see it... what would she think? iunno, and i dont want to risk my chance to at least be her friend...