Sep 12, 2005 14:25
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I havent update my journal in forever so I have a lot to tell you guys. My dad spent about a thousand dollars on crack on the first of the month, it caused him to go manic (he is bipolar) but he calmed down a bit. I seem to like him more when he is manic, full of energy, awake all the time, and full of ideas than when he is depressed, sitting on his ass and watching tv. I found out a few days ago that I have Acute Bacterial Prostititis(my prostate is infected, hardcore) so I have to take really strong (and really expensive) antibiotics for a month and go back to the doctor for another check up in 6 weeks. After im done with the medicine i have to get an ultrasound of my abdomen. Thats going to be expensive as crap. Thursday is my girlfriends birthday, shes turning 18. Im going to go to busch gardens with my dad tomorrow, and after that im going to go back to sitting on my ass. I have an apointment in october to see a shrink to help me out with my anxiety so i can finally get a job. I seem to worry about my friends more than myself, My friend brittney is having a hell of a time dealing with the crap she has to. Shes really sick and im worried as crap. I hope she gets better soon >_< Its so fucked up, why should people have to go through all of this BS and drama? I'm worried that my friend kaite will stop talking to me if her and chris start hating eachother(they broke up). I love talking to her, I'm always in a really good mood when i get off the phone with her. I'm going to go smoke, play with my kitty, photoshop some crap for reido and work on my "music"
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