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It is the first day of my new medications. My head feels a number of pressures and reliefs at the same time, mostly just hidden nervousness. At the doctor, they hand you all these phone numbers to call but by doing so make you even more uneasy. The option of actually being at the point where I would have to call them is suggested. I have been to the doctor about 4 times this week getting blood tests done seeing if my thyroid is stable, seeing if I am anemic, seeing if I have hypoglycemia. By trying to help myself all they do is prescribe you this pill and that pill, but there is no real pill for seeing the beauty in life unfortunately, I already knew that.