fat...fat...fat...ugly
*gulp* so i took some measurements and i am not pleased. these are over my clothing. i got bored at work.
my stats:
current weight: 215
high weight: 215
goal weight: 135
height: 5'5.5
arms: 16 in
legs: 28 in
boobs: 45.5 in
butt: 48.5 in
neck: 18.5
wrist: 6.75
according to the weight watchers website my goal weight should be 120-138. that sounds about right. thats what i want to be. i would give anything to be 120 again. that's my long term goal. i couldn't do my waist here at work. i never realized how big i was until i took my measurements. i don't look that big because weight gain for me is proportionate. this is really embarassing all i wanna do is cry. i haven't stepped on a scale since sunday and my last weight was 205, but no excercise for a week and my depo shot which causes me to gain weight prolly moves me up to 215 lbs. why does this seem so hopeless?
if anyone is doing weight watchers how many points should i have based on my target weight? does trimspa work?
my boyfriend looks at me and finds me desireable. so do other men...i still get asked out but my self confidence is shot to shit. i want guys to just gawk. i miss that feeling, ya know? the-you-can't-have-me-i'm-taken-and-way-out-of-your-league-look. *sighs* this is really depressing for someone who used to be a model. if anyone has suggestions please lemme know. pills, shakes, diets, what works. i plan on starting my work out plan over again on monday and doing it 5 times a week for an hour.
mila (my angel) if you could send me some weight watchers print outs i would be eternally in your debt. i'm tired of being a lard ass ya know? i really am trying but it seems so hopeless.
i can't really take another form of birth control because i'm too heavy. i have to have the shot or the nuva ring and i ain't sticking anything where it don't belong. i'm currently on the shot and it is what caused me to gain so much weight...along with my sedentary lifestyle, and bad eating habits.
someone please help me!!! all suggestions/ ideas would be greatly appreciated.
kris
my stats:
current weight: 215
high weight: 215
goal weight: 135
height: 5'5.5
arms: 16 in
legs: 28 in
boobs: 45.5 in
butt: 48.5 in
neck: 18.5
wrist: 6.75
according to the weight watchers website my goal weight should be 120-138. that sounds about right. thats what i want to be. i would give anything to be 120 again. that's my long term goal. i couldn't do my waist here at work. i never realized how big i was until i took my measurements. i don't look that big because weight gain for me is proportionate. this is really embarassing all i wanna do is cry. i haven't stepped on a scale since sunday and my last weight was 205, but no excercise for a week and my depo shot which causes me to gain weight prolly moves me up to 215 lbs. why does this seem so hopeless?
if anyone is doing weight watchers how many points should i have based on my target weight? does trimspa work?
my boyfriend looks at me and finds me desireable. so do other men...i still get asked out but my self confidence is shot to shit. i want guys to just gawk. i miss that feeling, ya know? the-you-can't-have-me-i'm-taken-and-way-out-of-your-league-look. *sighs* this is really depressing for someone who used to be a model. if anyone has suggestions please lemme know. pills, shakes, diets, what works. i plan on starting my work out plan over again on monday and doing it 5 times a week for an hour.
mila (my angel) if you could send me some weight watchers print outs i would be eternally in your debt. i'm tired of being a lard ass ya know? i really am trying but it seems so hopeless.
i can't really take another form of birth control because i'm too heavy. i have to have the shot or the nuva ring and i ain't sticking anything where it don't belong. i'm currently on the shot and it is what caused me to gain so much weight...along with my sedentary lifestyle, and bad eating habits.
someone please help me!!! all suggestions/ ideas would be greatly appreciated.
kris