SO together but SO broken up inside...
so...
yesterday my mom came home and we sat on the couch and we watched next... it was pretty intresting seeing her make faces at the ppl who didnt have shapes and say eww to the lesbian who was obsessed with 70's and roller skates...i love her...
then i hung out with melissa and went with her to get her haircut...i love it alot...i have been thinking alot and i finally realized that if he does not want anything to do with me then...why should i want to have anything to do with him... if he can obviously go and find girls as quck as he has then...why am i still lingering on...? oh well...time for a new change...the first step was my haircut the second was finally taking off my ring and now the next step is exercise...i wanna loose at least 16 pounds...cos right about.....NOW i feel like a pile of crap...
in other news i thiink i love emo guys now...i really think summin is wrong wif me...yep yep...well w/e gotta go and try and plan what i wanna do this weekend.........
♥lauren