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[pshychoticangel]

I fucking hate hurricanes, i have no power, my cat is outside, and i about died of heatstroke, how am i online updateing??? well my moms boyfriends had everyone go to his ex wife's house because she is going to a wedding and needed someone to house sit... well it is me my 9 yr old brat of a sister, him, mom, a cat, a dog, a 70 year old alcoholic, and a 90 year old woman... well the ninty year old... long story short got upset and i think tried to kill herself by taking her medication that she wasnt sure with one to take, but might have taken it on purpose (i dont know) and so like we had to call the perimedics and all this other bullshit, i stayed at my house last night, didnt sleep, died today, and now because of heat and lack of sleep i have a kiler headache... ahhh i fucking hate hurricanes, my mom told me to pretend we were amish, fuck the amish, they can die in the sun if they want, i like my electricity, my radio and computer, my air conditioning.... fuck the amish, those bhastards.. i culdnt even have hot food, or a cold drink. its bullshit. so know i am sitting here with a throbbing head typing away. i need to re dye my hair, it is blonde and black instead of red...hammie knows, damnit woman... i bought the expensive ass bleach and other stuff... fix my hair! lol.

ugh I miss mats....
I havent talked to him in a while... i texted him, it was well, normal to say the least. I want to go to canada to see him know that i can speak some french lmao i mean hey he was here, and saw me...bastard. whatever i still miss him and i love him, because he is one of my best friends, and is totally fun to be around, not to mention one of the sweetest non gay guys i know. so yea

bah..... i need sleep <3