Jun 19, 2005 08:59
You know when you spend most of your life sleeping till 5-9 pm after staying awake till 9ish in the morning..you get alot of thinking done. I mean tonight I could'nt sleep cause I am so damned anxious to get the hell out of here. I have had so much creative goo lately. <3 I wish i had a shit load of paint and brushes.. I might look into getting them at the hobby store in Texas. But yea if I had the right materials I could have created several masterpieces tonight.
I often wonder what would happen if Heaven and Hell were to collide together..oh wait.. that has already happened. This is why we have earth. This is why we have morons.
Do you know what sickens me? People who think they are from the grace of the gods. I fucking hate people like that, you know that one girl in your second hour class whose father owns a car dealership, ya you know the one she thinks everyone should bow to her. do me a favor.. beat the shit out of her. <3
I have been contemplating alot lately...mainly things I need to do for me. I might be totally different when I come back. Oh yea I will more then likely working at an animal hospital aswell..someone should inquire with me.
Often I feel really bad about hanging out with the people that I do, because I feel like I am a bad influence on them... but then I realize, Hey.. this is the real world and they are getting to see how to deal with morons...how to not let anyone walk on them ya know? and then I smile inside. <3 I love being evil sometimes... I really want to get orthidontacilly inserted fangs.. I need to call to see how much that would cost... There is one good thing about dead beat dads... once they realize how much shit they are in they want you to accept them back in your life like it was nothing so they give you what you want... I am such a bitch but hey, he owes me over 3 million dollars in child support...who can blame me? I mean shit milk that asshole for all he is worth ya know? especially since I was his only kid. haha I am such a bitch <33
ya... this is so cool.. I am just like...speaking my mind.. I doubt anyone is reading this though.. noone reads long entrys.. you guys suck if you read my journal you bitches should comment. I know emmy and rhea do all the time but the rest of you fuckers.. you never comment
I am a little pissed because asswad doesn't have credit so I have not gotten my phone yet -_- but he says he is still working on it. I want my fucking phone lmao. ok this is long enough I guess by far the longet entry I have wrote but I could go on and on about random shit that is on my mind.. yea I leave at 4am and I am not sure what day I come home.. haha. I miss mats <3 He is cool..can be an ass sometimes but is a really good friend. I love him to death. Maybe one day I can get the fucker to do some photos with me. but then again he isn't as insane as I am. meh. whatever.
Later <3333