life
my only purpose now is to prove to everyone that I'm better than what they thought.
I want to be something better than what everyone thinks I am.
Life is good lately. I've been going to all my classes and I spend my spare time looking for a job and hanging out for the most part. My mom is pretty worried about me because whenever I'm on the phone she says I don't sound healthy. I haven't been eating much lately but I just don't feel like it. I've been kind of out of myself and I don't know why. I think it's all the crap that has happened. I thought that if I just tried to surround myself with people I would be happy but that's not working and then valentine's is coming up which always stresses me out.
I don't know what's going to happen next semester. I've applied for UNCG and I got an offer for a full ride at UNCC. so I don't know what I'll do. I guess the next few weeks will tell what's going to happen.
For now I'm going to learn to play soul caliber with aron.
I want to be something better than what everyone thinks I am.
Life is good lately. I've been going to all my classes and I spend my spare time looking for a job and hanging out for the most part. My mom is pretty worried about me because whenever I'm on the phone she says I don't sound healthy. I haven't been eating much lately but I just don't feel like it. I've been kind of out of myself and I don't know why. I think it's all the crap that has happened. I thought that if I just tried to surround myself with people I would be happy but that's not working and then valentine's is coming up which always stresses me out.
I don't know what's going to happen next semester. I've applied for UNCG and I got an offer for a full ride at UNCC. so I don't know what I'll do. I guess the next few weeks will tell what's going to happen.
For now I'm going to learn to play soul caliber with aron.