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He makes me physically ill and emotionally too, but every singal night i fucking think about him and right now as we speak i fucking hate him, i want him to suck me off and die, like seriously but then i dont feel like this maybe it's cause he's the last guy i hooked up with?.
Maybe hopefully.I really hope thats the case.I don't want to think about him anymore, i hate myself for even taking a glance at his myspace or his screen name witch he's hardly on so that doesnt really matter.
I can't take it anymore.I'm going fucking nut's, i have to tell myself "kendra it's just him it's not like it's bigg deal,no sweat get over it" i stop then it starts up again.
"i fucking hate you and i hope you die"
Maybe hopefully.I really hope thats the case.I don't want to think about him anymore, i hate myself for even taking a glance at his myspace or his screen name witch he's hardly on so that doesnt really matter.
I can't take it anymore.I'm going fucking nut's, i have to tell myself "kendra it's just him it's not like it's bigg deal,no sweat get over it" i stop then it starts up again.
"i fucking hate you and i hope you die"