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i would never say, dont fall in love. but be prepared. be prepared for the most intense happiness you've ever experienced. be prepared for the most intense pain you've ever felt. be prepared for all you are about to feel. in the beginning it seems like a good idea. it seems so special (ie: intense happiness). then it gets worse, you get happier and i cant even explain the emotions you feel, so beautiful, so special. but then, like you never expected, your time is up. time to die inside. now you are sitting in the corner throwing a fit kicking and screaming wishing it would just be like the beginning again. but it cant. this is the worst part, admitting to yourself it's all over. admitting you cant lie to yourself anymore. laying there in a mountain of pain holding on to those beautiful bitter sweet memories. its over and you have nothing, nothing without that person. without that feeling. your world is over. nothing is special anymore. your heart will never be the same. and no one can fill this space. your best friends is gone. and like you entered, you are leaving alone. walking out the door your heart covered in scars. your face hard and pained. say goodbye to hope, say goodbye to all you dreamed of. time to let go and face the reality of this harsh world. hold your head high. HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH while walking down the street. you made it through. you are the strongest person in the world.