Thank you Em, You're welcome Em, I'm sorry Em.
... But most of all, I'm sorry Nicole.
I came over to see you and grab my pretzel, yet I stayed up talking to your friend... while you proceeded to pass out.
What was I thinking? I'm a fixer, that's what I do... I will always try to fix... and it'll destroy me, because not everything can be fixed.
I tried to get Em to believe me... Half of the people of the world are stupid. *hangs head a little* I can't believe she didn't believe me right away seeing as how most of my friends would have laughed and raised the percentage by no less than 10%
What did I accomplish? Em is on the opposite end of where I am. She's pretty much a female me. ... I still like MY hair more. ***Edit... Most girls are like a female me... 'cause I'm more outward with my feelings than most guys, and I say that about most any female stuck in a situation. WHich is what led to the next line. ***
It doesn't matter what people think of you. You are what you are... unless you're the mirror of Erised... But even then, you reflect the issues that other people have back to themselves.
Boys will be boys, and girls will be girls. You believe what ever the fuck you want to believe. Lord Fucking knows... well... I know... That people believe a lot of stupid shit that just ain't true, but I don't have the time to disprove EVERYTHING that people doubt. So I work on my own issues.
Why can't a fixer try to fix himself for once? ... *Gets side tracked fixing something else.* But there's no reason that I should be thrown on someones back burner 'cause I don't know the rules of sociality, I know the rules of life. Isn't that enough? I'm no good at small talk. I'm good at asking questions. Yet I hate woman who aren't smart enough to find out the answers to a question that they could easily find on google, therefore... I like chicks who are so smart that they no longer need a guy in their life, or are so far removed, that... Guys don't mean anything to them.
... Wait... I'm still trying to figure out why I went to school to be a Computer Science Major, instead of a Priest, like I was supposed to.
... There are no good answers. STFU... Fuck... I get no where every night. Yet every night I try to travel further and further.
I came over to see you and grab my pretzel, yet I stayed up talking to your friend... while you proceeded to pass out.
What was I thinking? I'm a fixer, that's what I do... I will always try to fix... and it'll destroy me, because not everything can be fixed.
I tried to get Em to believe me... Half of the people of the world are stupid. *hangs head a little* I can't believe she didn't believe me right away seeing as how most of my friends would have laughed and raised the percentage by no less than 10%
What did I accomplish? Em is on the opposite end of where I am. She's pretty much a female me. ... I still like MY hair more. ***Edit... Most girls are like a female me... 'cause I'm more outward with my feelings than most guys, and I say that about most any female stuck in a situation. WHich is what led to the next line. ***
It doesn't matter what people think of you. You are what you are... unless you're the mirror of Erised... But even then, you reflect the issues that other people have back to themselves.
Boys will be boys, and girls will be girls. You believe what ever the fuck you want to believe. Lord Fucking knows... well... I know... That people believe a lot of stupid shit that just ain't true, but I don't have the time to disprove EVERYTHING that people doubt. So I work on my own issues.
Why can't a fixer try to fix himself for once? ... *Gets side tracked fixing something else.* But there's no reason that I should be thrown on someones back burner 'cause I don't know the rules of sociality, I know the rules of life. Isn't that enough? I'm no good at small talk. I'm good at asking questions. Yet I hate woman who aren't smart enough to find out the answers to a question that they could easily find on google, therefore... I like chicks who are so smart that they no longer need a guy in their life, or are so far removed, that... Guys don't mean anything to them.
... Wait... I'm still trying to figure out why I went to school to be a Computer Science Major, instead of a Priest, like I was supposed to.
... There are no good answers. STFU... Fuck... I get no where every night. Yet every night I try to travel further and further.