(still transcendental)
last night...the way i felt...
it's hard to explain. it was the best and yet the worst feeling in the world
I had to sink down first...then try to explain away the worrisome way i acted
*iamnotriveriamnotriveriamnotriver*
"if i were a painter, could you see...green and blue...i am swirled in blue. blue so deep and dark, it's almost black, like death. but at the same time, blue is sky and blue is water. air and water are life...they are green"
"if i were music, could you hear? i am the note in the middle of the chord progression leading from minor to major. i am melancholy and deep, yet hopeful."
"i am trapped in the moment when you discover that all people die alone...let me finish. death is not an end. you have friends on one side and friends on the other....you will be happy, death is not a bad thing. but in the time of moving from one place to the next...in the moving, you are completely alone. nobody can die with you...you must walk it alone."
because i had to sink down to go deep to transcend.
it's hard to explain. it was the best and yet the worst feeling in the world
I had to sink down first...then try to explain away the worrisome way i acted
*iamnotriveriamnotriveriamnotriver*
"if i were a painter, could you see...green and blue...i am swirled in blue. blue so deep and dark, it's almost black, like death. but at the same time, blue is sky and blue is water. air and water are life...they are green"
"if i were music, could you hear? i am the note in the middle of the chord progression leading from minor to major. i am melancholy and deep, yet hopeful."
"i am trapped in the moment when you discover that all people die alone...let me finish. death is not an end. you have friends on one side and friends on the other....you will be happy, death is not a bad thing. but in the time of moving from one place to the next...in the moving, you are completely alone. nobody can die with you...you must walk it alone."
because i had to sink down to go deep to transcend.