"Fat"
So I read this webcomic called Red String and there is a character who is a Lesbian. Her family moves a lot and she moved away from where the original story takes place, so there are side stories about her. So when she moves to this new place she meets a girl and they start dating. The girl she starts dating, I think her name is Hanae (meaning flower I believe) is adorable and short. That is all I thought of her, an adorable short person. So at one point in the comic people make fun of Hanae for being fat. I never realized it really but she is rounder. . . but I thought she was just normal sized not fat.
Lately I have been having some self esteem issues, partially because where I carry my fat ( my stomach and hips/thighs) and because I am over my ideal weight. I never thought of her as fat though, and while I do want to change they way I look. . . I don't feel I look that bad some of the time, but some of the time I feel like I always look pregnant cause of my dumb fat belly.
Now don't go being like "MARY YOU ARE NOT FAT SO SHUT UP!" because I don't really see how that will help anything so spare me. And some of you haven't seen me in a while.
I am gonna do my best to eat healthy and I am trying to exercise but without someone to do it with I am having trouble keeping up with it. Luckily Mike will be home on nights soon. . . so we can do it together.
I just. . . I am not happy with the way I look right now. Anyway. . . I don't think Hanae is fat. . . I just think she is rounder than the other girls, and to a certain extent round is good.
Lately I have been having some self esteem issues, partially because where I carry my fat ( my stomach and hips/thighs) and because I am over my ideal weight. I never thought of her as fat though, and while I do want to change they way I look. . . I don't feel I look that bad some of the time, but some of the time I feel like I always look pregnant cause of my dumb fat belly.
Now don't go being like "MARY YOU ARE NOT FAT SO SHUT UP!" because I don't really see how that will help anything so spare me. And some of you haven't seen me in a while.
I am gonna do my best to eat healthy and I am trying to exercise but without someone to do it with I am having trouble keeping up with it. Luckily Mike will be home on nights soon. . . so we can do it together.
I just. . . I am not happy with the way I look right now. Anyway. . . I don't think Hanae is fat. . . I just think she is rounder than the other girls, and to a certain extent round is good.