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What did I do wrong? Why don't my parents love me? Was I that much of an inconvenience? Am I really as bad as they've told me I am? I'm sorry I'm such a bother. I'm sorry I get in the way. I'm sorry I make you angry. I do whatever you want me to do but I don't do it well enough. I'm sorry.
I don't mean to cry. Sometimes I just can't keep it in. I'm sorry about that. You tell me I'm just feeling sorry for myself and that I'm playing the woe-is-me card. I'm sorry. Okay? I'm fucking sorry that I don't meet up to the standards your perfect son does. I'm sorry.
Why aren't I enough? Why isn't everything I do enough? Am I doing something wrong? Am I doing everything wrong?
I'm really sorry I'm not good enough for you.
I don't mean to cry. Sometimes I just can't keep it in. I'm sorry about that. You tell me I'm just feeling sorry for myself and that I'm playing the woe-is-me card. I'm sorry. Okay? I'm fucking sorry that I don't meet up to the standards your perfect son does. I'm sorry.
Why aren't I enough? Why isn't everything I do enough? Am I doing something wrong? Am I doing everything wrong?
I'm really sorry I'm not good enough for you.