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she could be a mathematician.
she loves science and nature.
she loves kisses.
she loves it when her heart goes into overdrive.
she adores music.
she sometimes feels as those she's falling.
she loves to be independent (but not all the time).
she daydreams far too much.
she loves to read.
she can’t live without caffeine.
she doesn't like the way she looks sometimes.
she's afraid of failing.
she sometimes wishes she had wings.
she wakes up early every morning.
she has asthma, and hates it.
she is only five-foot-three, 96 pounds.
she does not like to use capitalization.
she would love to travel europe.
she is scared to grow up.
she laughs too much.
she loves her best friend.
she loves kisses on the cheek.
she is very good at science
she can distort things very easily.
she is pale.
she frequently star gazes.
she is afraid of thunderstorms.
she is afraid of heights.
she has short reddish-brown hair she cut her bangs herself.
she and her dad are the only people in her family with blue eyes.
she is impatient.
she often cries, sometimes for no reason at all.
she still listens to the spice girls.
she holds onto memories from the past.
she loves to love people.
she loves the feeling of skin-on-skin.
she adores long telephone conversations.
she has a dual personality.
she wonders what you see her as.
slowly to the beat of fragile hearts, we will share every secret and every mistake we have made only to be overshadowed by your perfect timing and my expected demise.
maybe I will make him smile.
i want someone to bring me flowers because i had a bad day.
i want someone to take me out to eat on my birthday.
i want someone to come to my house and watch kidmovies with my sisters and me. (: I really want this*
i want someone to tell me things and mean them.
i wish someone would chase after me for once.
i wish i could be loved for just simply being- me.
i want to go on real dates. that's someting i never do.... sighhh
i want to be happy.
i want someone to drive me around and take me shopping when i'm too lazy to drive.
i want to drive.
i want to buy new pj pants
i wish someone would tell me they like the person that i am.
i want security.
i want to feel needed.
i want someone to look at me and tell me how they honestly feel about me.
i want to have three children someday.
i want to go to college
i want my sisters to come spend the night at my apartment
i want to take my sisters to the movies when i come home on weekends.
i want nieces and nephews.
i want to be one of those aunts that buys them everything and won't let them argue about the cost.
i want roses
i want a hug (:
i love roses.. wow.
i want someone to bring me flowers when they miss me.
i love flowers.
i want stress but not a huge amount.
i want to start varsity soccer.
i wish i were good at soccer.
i want to graduate with honors.
i want to be in the top 40 of my senior class.
i want to make something out of myself.
i want nothing more than to be succesful.
i want to complete college and get a great job.
i want a cute happy family.
i want to make my friends happy.
i want to see nikki grown up... she's going to be beautiful.
i want mack and ali to grow up and be close to them.
i want to be 65 and going on vacations with just my sisters. wouldn't that be cute.
i want to go to disney world.
i want to go to myrtle beach summer after senior year... with a boyfriend hopefully.
i want my family to be proud of me.
i want to cry in someone's arms.
i want to hang out with my friends.
i want to hang out with those girls that used to be my friends.
i want to meet new people.
i want change, though i fear it.
i want to be strong, though i'm not.
i want you to lay in the grass and watch the stars with me.
i want you to take me on a picnic for no other reason than because you can.
i want to go on a road trip.
i want to go on a road trip with you.
i want you to hold me.
i want to punch something.
i want to be angry
i wish everything would go away
i want my heart to mend.
i want to be with you.
i wish i could be with you.
i want to dye my hair.
i want to eat apple crisp.
i want to rip out my ovaries.
i want to strangle myself somedays.
i wish i weren't a shy fuck that's too damn shy to talk to you.
i want to do well in school this year. school scares me.
i want long hair.
i want short hair.
haha
i want you to do anything for me.
i want you to tickle me because you think my laugh is cute.
i want someone to think my laugh is cute and not obnoxious.
i want to make a wish when the clock turns 11:11.
i wish you would be my konstantine <3
i want to trust you.
i want to believe you.
i want to lie down next to you and fall asleep in your arms.
i want to lie down next to you when you're sleeping and stare at you while i hold you.
i want to lie my head on your chest and just listen.
i want to rub my face against yours.
i want you to rub your eyelashes on my cheek
i want to kiss you.
i want to deeply, passionately kiss you.
i wish you wanted to kiss me.
i wish you wanted to hold me.
i wish you would call me
i want to take you out when you're sad.
i want to be everything you need.
i want to watch you sleep.
i want you to hold me and hold me so tightly.
i want promises.
i want truth.
i want commitment.
i want to talk to you.
i want a bottle of water, i love water.
i want a long, oil bath.
i want a hot bubble bath. i love bubble baths.
i wish my hair cooperated with me.
i wish my teachers liked me.
i want to go bowling.
i want to cuddle.
i want to go out to eat
i want you to miss me.
i want to be in your living room.
i wish i weren't alone
i want to kiss you in my living room.
i want to ride on a swingset and kick my shoes off my feet to see how far they go.
i want to be a little kid again.
i want something real.
i want a serious relationship.
i want legs that are pretty.
i wish i could run for hours, i love running.
i want to hear your voice.
i wish you wanted me.
i want to be happy, you make me happy
i want to stand up for what i want/believe.
i want to cry.
i wish crying helped.
i want ice cream.
i wish i was happy.
i want to be unafraid of my dreams.
i want to be able to breathe when I'm chaotic.
i want someone to just hold me and comfort me.
i want to get lost in romance.
i want to sleep under the stars.
i want to go for a moonlit walk, barefoot in the soft grass, holding hands, and then to lay down entwined, feeling his heartbeating against my own, just to know that in that one moment, everything is alright.
i want to be sitting on the swings motionless, for someone to come up and kiss me hard.
i want a "pick me up and swing me" hug.
i want to show the real me.
i want the relationship where you can sit and not say a word, and just be entranced with their smile. to know that in that one moment nothing else matters. holding hands, innocent kisses all over my face. someone you can tell everything to
i want to fall completely into my best friend.. again and again <3
i want to understand the deifinition of love... it's a cliche.
sighh::
that's all about one person. basically. and he'll never know. because i'm too dumb to tell him. haha go figure. hey hey. wishful thinking is always cute. (; i'm so good at it already.
if i told you this was killing me, would you would you stop?
she loves science and nature.
she loves kisses.
she loves it when her heart goes into overdrive.
she adores music.
she sometimes feels as those she's falling.
she loves to be independent (but not all the time).
she daydreams far too much.
she loves to read.
she can’t live without caffeine.
she doesn't like the way she looks sometimes.
she's afraid of failing.
she sometimes wishes she had wings.
she wakes up early every morning.
she has asthma, and hates it.
she is only five-foot-three, 96 pounds.
she does not like to use capitalization.
she would love to travel europe.
she is scared to grow up.
she laughs too much.
she loves her best friend.
she loves kisses on the cheek.
she is very good at science
she can distort things very easily.
she is pale.
she frequently star gazes.
she is afraid of thunderstorms.
she is afraid of heights.
she has short reddish-brown hair she cut her bangs herself.
she and her dad are the only people in her family with blue eyes.
she is impatient.
she often cries, sometimes for no reason at all.
she still listens to the spice girls.
she holds onto memories from the past.
she loves to love people.
she loves the feeling of skin-on-skin.
she adores long telephone conversations.
she has a dual personality.
she wonders what you see her as.
slowly to the beat of fragile hearts, we will share every secret and every mistake we have made only to be overshadowed by your perfect timing and my expected demise.
maybe I will make him smile.
i want someone to bring me flowers because i had a bad day.
i want someone to take me out to eat on my birthday.
i want someone to come to my house and watch kidmovies with my sisters and me. (: I really want this*
i want someone to tell me things and mean them.
i wish someone would chase after me for once.
i wish i could be loved for just simply being- me.
i want to go on real dates. that's someting i never do.... sighhh
i want to be happy.
i want someone to drive me around and take me shopping when i'm too lazy to drive.
i want to drive.
i want to buy new pj pants
i wish someone would tell me they like the person that i am.
i want security.
i want to feel needed.
i want someone to look at me and tell me how they honestly feel about me.
i want to have three children someday.
i want to go to college
i want my sisters to come spend the night at my apartment
i want to take my sisters to the movies when i come home on weekends.
i want nieces and nephews.
i want to be one of those aunts that buys them everything and won't let them argue about the cost.
i want roses
i want a hug (:
i love roses.. wow.
i want someone to bring me flowers when they miss me.
i love flowers.
i want stress but not a huge amount.
i want to start varsity soccer.
i wish i were good at soccer.
i want to graduate with honors.
i want to be in the top 40 of my senior class.
i want to make something out of myself.
i want nothing more than to be succesful.
i want to complete college and get a great job.
i want a cute happy family.
i want to make my friends happy.
i want to see nikki grown up... she's going to be beautiful.
i want mack and ali to grow up and be close to them.
i want to be 65 and going on vacations with just my sisters. wouldn't that be cute.
i want to go to disney world.
i want to go to myrtle beach summer after senior year... with a boyfriend hopefully.
i want my family to be proud of me.
i want to cry in someone's arms.
i want to hang out with my friends.
i want to hang out with those girls that used to be my friends.
i want to meet new people.
i want change, though i fear it.
i want to be strong, though i'm not.
i want you to lay in the grass and watch the stars with me.
i want you to take me on a picnic for no other reason than because you can.
i want to go on a road trip.
i want to go on a road trip with you.
i want you to hold me.
i want to punch something.
i want to be angry
i wish everything would go away
i want my heart to mend.
i want to be with you.
i wish i could be with you.
i want to dye my hair.
i want to eat apple crisp.
i want to rip out my ovaries.
i want to strangle myself somedays.
i wish i weren't a shy fuck that's too damn shy to talk to you.
i want to do well in school this year. school scares me.
i want long hair.
i want short hair.
haha
i want you to do anything for me.
i want you to tickle me because you think my laugh is cute.
i want someone to think my laugh is cute and not obnoxious.
i want to make a wish when the clock turns 11:11.
i wish you would be my konstantine <3
i want to trust you.
i want to believe you.
i want to lie down next to you and fall asleep in your arms.
i want to lie down next to you when you're sleeping and stare at you while i hold you.
i want to lie my head on your chest and just listen.
i want to rub my face against yours.
i want you to rub your eyelashes on my cheek
i want to kiss you.
i want to deeply, passionately kiss you.
i wish you wanted to kiss me.
i wish you wanted to hold me.
i wish you would call me
i want to take you out when you're sad.
i want to be everything you need.
i want to watch you sleep.
i want you to hold me and hold me so tightly.
i want promises.
i want truth.
i want commitment.
i want to talk to you.
i want a bottle of water, i love water.
i want a long, oil bath.
i want a hot bubble bath. i love bubble baths.
i wish my hair cooperated with me.
i wish my teachers liked me.
i want to go bowling.
i want to cuddle.
i want to go out to eat
i want you to miss me.
i want to be in your living room.
i wish i weren't alone
i want to kiss you in my living room.
i want to ride on a swingset and kick my shoes off my feet to see how far they go.
i want to be a little kid again.
i want something real.
i want a serious relationship.
i want legs that are pretty.
i wish i could run for hours, i love running.
i want to hear your voice.
i wish you wanted me.
i want to be happy, you make me happy
i want to stand up for what i want/believe.
i want to cry.
i wish crying helped.
i want ice cream.
i wish i was happy.
i want to be unafraid of my dreams.
i want to be able to breathe when I'm chaotic.
i want someone to just hold me and comfort me.
i want to get lost in romance.
i want to sleep under the stars.
i want to go for a moonlit walk, barefoot in the soft grass, holding hands, and then to lay down entwined, feeling his heartbeating against my own, just to know that in that one moment, everything is alright.
i want to be sitting on the swings motionless, for someone to come up and kiss me hard.
i want a "pick me up and swing me" hug.
i want to show the real me.
i want the relationship where you can sit and not say a word, and just be entranced with their smile. to know that in that one moment nothing else matters. holding hands, innocent kisses all over my face. someone you can tell everything to
i want to fall completely into my best friend.. again and again <3
i want to understand the deifinition of love... it's a cliche.
sighh::
that's all about one person. basically. and he'll never know. because i'm too dumb to tell him. haha go figure. hey hey. wishful thinking is always cute. (; i'm so good at it already.
if i told you this was killing me, would you would you stop?