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Mar 19, 2002 17:33

today wasn't a good day all around. Just wasn't. I was all moody and prone to violence all day. Then I go back for track and after a long meeting it is cancelled. Yesterday someone stole some kid's shoes and they got lost so Mr.Melendez flipped and made the whole team bring in $3 to reimburse the kid. I wasn't there, so I was exempt. It was just sad to see how the team has declined in teamship, talent, and fun in general. Tonight I finally have to write that article on track for the yearbook. I have to get quotes from Tim, Owen, Braxton and Jared. I hope its easier than I think its going to be. I don't want to make it all mushy and personal, but I'll bet thats how it's going to turn out.
oh, in poli sci i'm motherfuckin' chief justice of the supreme court. I own this country. Those religious wusses ain't gonna be doin shit in my public schools.
Well, Buhker has beaten me. ::shudder:: sad, but true. It wouldn't be so bad if I could be like "yeah, well, he's a good guy, he deserves it". The kid hates me for no reason! Agh! I never even got a chance with Laura. Its so frustrating. We talked the whole thing over last night and towards the end of the conversation we were talking like friends and it was like we'd never even discussed the bad stuff for those first 20 minutes. When I hung up I realized that I didn't feel any better. I was still upset and disappointed. I told her that today. I mean, I don't think being friends with her is going to work. I feel like the more I get to know her the more I'll wind up liking her and thats not going to be good.
I'm worried about the prom. who the fuck am i gonna take? anyway. does anyone want to go to wildwood the day after for a night? Ang brought it up and our whole group is invited. We can get cheap hotel rooms and chill on the beach. thats sounds pretty great to me.
I might break my own pact on the 29th...thats close enough to April, right?
Now, this weekend I would definitely want to get drunk. I bitched out Saturday night. I just couldn't make myself do it. I couldn't concentrate enough to read the Metamorphasis either.
I got my hair trimmed so you can barely tell. It looks good to me. It was good to see my old barber. "How's your mom and pop?" I love that. I got new shoes too. I guess that pair of Vans JoJo bought me so long ago will permanately be sitting in the corner of my room as a reminder to never be such an asshole to someone who was so nice to me again.
That spring musical on Friday was offensive to those who are agnostic/atheist. it was to me. Godspell in a public school! bah! yeah, i'm gonna bring that up tomorrow in our case in poli sci! I hate organized religion and I'm not ashamed of that!!! HERESY!!!
Be more spring like you stupid weather-maker in the sky! I'm sick of this shitty overcast rainy shit. I want sunshine and warmth and big puffy white clouds already.
I swear this weekend I'm gonna go job hunting in the Pathmark shopping center on Clarke. I want money now. I want to be able to buy a cd and go to a show whenever I want. I need that. I'm finally psyched again. Pathmark here i come.
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