Dec 11, 2004 08:38
I've been walking on air for the last few days. I have asked a girl out, and she has accepted. She is a very beautiful girl, and an artist/dancer/actress as well. I have known this girl for a few years now, and I've always had a crush on her, even during my marriage. But I have never acted upon it until now.
But I feel like such a high-schooler. I haven't asked a girl out on a date in 12 years. I stammer when I speak to her on the phone. I get all nervous when I'm around her. WTF?!?! Grow the hell up!
It's going to be difficult finding time to spend with her (provided things go well enough to warrant more time together). She's rehearsing for a play that will consume the next few months' worth of evenings. And I may be leaving the county by that time.
But tonight, she is my date to the Celtic Faire Christmas party (I'm on staff at the Faire. Graphic Design/Whiskey Server. It's a good job.) And we're going out again next week. She seems quite interested, so hopefully I won't screw this up.
More later. (But not too much, you Nosy Parkers!)