lazy, it long has arrived.
i just typed a whole lot, then my computer went all whack and its all gone. so i will provide a small recap.
- seems that studios gonna be sweet, good feedback about my pp and good group, etc.
- ive been in a weird mood lately. and feel kind of like its me against the world and that alot of ppl i thought cared about me, really dont.
- its my plan to talk to allyn tomorrow and lay my cards out, etc etc. for whatever thats worth. i just need to get this shit out of my head and hopefully some catharsis will be achieved.
- i was interviewed for teen people tonight, funny right?
- im scared and pessimistic and vulnerable and frustrated and swept and smitten and angry and emotional. mostly about this dumb allyn thing. yes, please, keep judging me.
i hope everything is keen in ireland and london. i miss ya lots.
i spend too much time brooding. and thats a shame.
"april marches on..."
- seems that studios gonna be sweet, good feedback about my pp and good group, etc.
- ive been in a weird mood lately. and feel kind of like its me against the world and that alot of ppl i thought cared about me, really dont.
- its my plan to talk to allyn tomorrow and lay my cards out, etc etc. for whatever thats worth. i just need to get this shit out of my head and hopefully some catharsis will be achieved.
- i was interviewed for teen people tonight, funny right?
- im scared and pessimistic and vulnerable and frustrated and swept and smitten and angry and emotional. mostly about this dumb allyn thing. yes, please, keep judging me.
i hope everything is keen in ireland and london. i miss ya lots.
i spend too much time brooding. and thats a shame.
"april marches on..."