the world moves faster than i knew, but not fast enough to not creep up on you.
i wanna answer questions too. so thanks to rach and liz for motivating me. i suck at these things, so be warned.
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
spent a summer completely away from home.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions and will you make more for next year?
fuck you, resolutions.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no babies.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
i dont think so...but i feel like someone did and i forgot. how fucking horrible is that?
5. What countries did you visit?
none.
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
mutual love. a winning lottery ticket.
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
party at devins. first time i ever drank alcohol.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
A in studio. pterodactyls was nice cos it gave me a chance to finally put shit to practice.
9. What was your biggest failure?
D in psych probably...i shoulda gone to that class.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i never ever get sick. but i probably had some bitch colds here and there.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
to be honest, i dont know. i bought some sweet jeans this year.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
nathan bredeman. this guy is the best. devin too.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
chris mirto.
14. Where did most of your money go?
food. i ate out so much, what the fuck was i thinking.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
pterodactyls probably. staying in NYC over summer too. i was excited to come home too.
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
aphex twin - heroes symphony. this song just owns my soul right now.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? way happier. i just feel really in tune...
ii. thinner or fatter? the same. i tried to get fatter, but it didnt work. one day....one day.
iii. richer or poorer? poorer. i just cant bring myself to allot my free time to working. i just cant.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
school work and acting work.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
playstation 2. falling in love.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
in a small house just outside of portland. with a dad, a mom, and a sister.
21. Did you fall in love in 2003?
over and over and over. im always in love.
22. What was your favorite TV program?
i never really watch tv.
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nah. relationships have changed alot, but i dont think i HATE anyone. alot of dissappointments tho.
24. What was the best book you read?
impossible. impossible to say.
25. What was your greatest musical discovery of 2003?
my rediscovery of further seems forever. fucking timeless.
26. What did you want and get?
ipod. some results.
27. What did you want and not get?
i wanted self discipline. needless to say, i still suck at getting shit done.
28. What was your favorite film of this year?
no way. i cant say that.
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i drove around portland with gavin and colin. we just talked and reminisced. it rocked. i turned 20.
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
im so ashamed to admit it, but love.
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
"what the fuck, cant i dress amazingly and still be straight?" hoho.
32. What kept you sane?
dorian.
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
amanda peet. mmm i love her.
34. What political issue stirred you the most?
i try not to dwell on things out of my control.
35. Who did you miss?
margaret. ooh la.
36. Who was the best new person you met?
megan wheeler. hands down.
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
That everything always works out in the end. Somehow. i totally believe it.
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"and when force is gone,
there's always Mom. Hi Mom!
So hold me, Mom, in your long arms.
So hold me, Mom, in your long arms.
In your automatic arms.
Your electronic arms.
In your arms.
So hold me, Mom, in your long arms.
Your petrochemical arms.
Your military arms.
In your electronic arms."
i dont know. that song might change. but right now. that songs.
"in vain i blame my trembling on the cold air, but i cant hide that ive relied on you...like yellow does on blue"
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
spent a summer completely away from home.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions and will you make more for next year?
fuck you, resolutions.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no babies.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
i dont think so...but i feel like someone did and i forgot. how fucking horrible is that?
5. What countries did you visit?
none.
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
mutual love. a winning lottery ticket.
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
party at devins. first time i ever drank alcohol.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
A in studio. pterodactyls was nice cos it gave me a chance to finally put shit to practice.
9. What was your biggest failure?
D in psych probably...i shoulda gone to that class.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i never ever get sick. but i probably had some bitch colds here and there.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
to be honest, i dont know. i bought some sweet jeans this year.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
nathan bredeman. this guy is the best. devin too.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
chris mirto.
14. Where did most of your money go?
food. i ate out so much, what the fuck was i thinking.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
pterodactyls probably. staying in NYC over summer too. i was excited to come home too.
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
aphex twin - heroes symphony. this song just owns my soul right now.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? way happier. i just feel really in tune...
ii. thinner or fatter? the same. i tried to get fatter, but it didnt work. one day....one day.
iii. richer or poorer? poorer. i just cant bring myself to allot my free time to working. i just cant.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
school work and acting work.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
playstation 2. falling in love.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
in a small house just outside of portland. with a dad, a mom, and a sister.
21. Did you fall in love in 2003?
over and over and over. im always in love.
22. What was your favorite TV program?
i never really watch tv.
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nah. relationships have changed alot, but i dont think i HATE anyone. alot of dissappointments tho.
24. What was the best book you read?
impossible. impossible to say.
25. What was your greatest musical discovery of 2003?
my rediscovery of further seems forever. fucking timeless.
26. What did you want and get?
ipod. some results.
27. What did you want and not get?
i wanted self discipline. needless to say, i still suck at getting shit done.
28. What was your favorite film of this year?
no way. i cant say that.
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i drove around portland with gavin and colin. we just talked and reminisced. it rocked. i turned 20.
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
im so ashamed to admit it, but love.
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
"what the fuck, cant i dress amazingly and still be straight?" hoho.
32. What kept you sane?
dorian.
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
amanda peet. mmm i love her.
34. What political issue stirred you the most?
i try not to dwell on things out of my control.
35. Who did you miss?
margaret. ooh la.
36. Who was the best new person you met?
megan wheeler. hands down.
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
That everything always works out in the end. Somehow. i totally believe it.
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"and when force is gone,
there's always Mom. Hi Mom!
So hold me, Mom, in your long arms.
So hold me, Mom, in your long arms.
In your automatic arms.
Your electronic arms.
In your arms.
So hold me, Mom, in your long arms.
Your petrochemical arms.
Your military arms.
In your electronic arms."
i dont know. that song might change. but right now. that songs.
"in vain i blame my trembling on the cold air, but i cant hide that ive relied on you...like yellow does on blue"