Dec 12, 2003 15:39
nathan told me she is a slut. so its probably just play. oh well. it was enjoyable. snap
you dream of fainting and breathing slower.
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what would you say if i told you that every night i dream the same way? no surprises, none - predictable, every one, just like every day. well, i want something: i want to see a scientist that detests science, i want to meet a lawyer that cares for her clients, i want to see anything - surprise me. i want to meet a painter that's not pretentious, i want to see a rock n' roll band that is inventive. i want something, surprise me.
i've become a pattern, saying things just to say them, doing things just to do them, and writing things to stay unchanged. i need to learn, i need to think; i need to reevaluate my stance on everything.
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please say you listen?
"im dreaming of your untested eyes; will they shine today?"