I didnt think i was going to post
about the happenings of last night but maybe I should to show people screw up. The following day I got lots of support so it's all cool.
Last night i ended up taking a nice 150 dollar ambulance ride cause fucking VA closes its doors on holiday and weekends which this just happens to be both. (And a stupid holiday at that)
I thought I was having a heart attack but it turned out to be a stupid panic attack. Mrs. Riley applauds my fast action because i didn't know the difference between them until today. The difference is you wouldn't be able to reconginze things like your kitchen and stuff.
I was angry so i came home and took more pills just so I could forget and lay down and forget that everything existed.
But now my awesome friend Jilly is telling me that i'm turning into the same habit my mom had with alchol only it was prescription drugs for me.
That got me to stop in my foot tracks of feeling guilty and snapping out of it. Also gives me something to write up on my Reiki web site.
The article:
Do you feel uncomftorable?
It will be becoming either tonight or tomorrow. Depending on how long my energy stays up.
Seriously people don't go down the road I nearly took. It's not cool. Me and my pills have to find a way to get along. Really now.
Last night i ended up taking a nice 150 dollar ambulance ride cause fucking VA closes its doors on holiday and weekends which this just happens to be both. (And a stupid holiday at that)
I thought I was having a heart attack but it turned out to be a stupid panic attack. Mrs. Riley applauds my fast action because i didn't know the difference between them until today. The difference is you wouldn't be able to reconginze things like your kitchen and stuff.
I was angry so i came home and took more pills just so I could forget and lay down and forget that everything existed.
But now my awesome friend Jilly is telling me that i'm turning into the same habit my mom had with alchol only it was prescription drugs for me.
That got me to stop in my foot tracks of feeling guilty and snapping out of it. Also gives me something to write up on my Reiki web site.
The article:
Do you feel uncomftorable?
It will be becoming either tonight or tomorrow. Depending on how long my energy stays up.
Seriously people don't go down the road I nearly took. It's not cool. Me and my pills have to find a way to get along. Really now.