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[psalm52]

i feel SO drained lately. things at work have been horrible lately and i'm not in the mood for it. i officially don't want to be here anymore. i can't do it. i need to go. say peace out and leave. im hoping to be out by next year but i don't know if i can wait that long. i wish i could win the lottery so i could move now. :[

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[forsythia9]

I wish we could all win the lottery. That would be nice. We would share if one of us won and have houses all over, in Alaska, in the mountains, in Orlando, one here just in case, in Cali, in Colorado. That way whenever we wanted to leave, we could just go.

Sometimes I just want to disappear and not tell a single person I know.

BTW At Will are playing at Tiffs this friday we're so there and Justin invited us to his house on sat. for a party. We're so there too and Mike is gonna teach us to play real drums. Pst.

[psalm52]

sweet. drum lessons will be entertaining. i'm like the most uncoordinated person. haha. i'm off tomorrow so i'll probably come at some point. sharon's bday party is tomorrow and i want to meet up with them somewhere to say happy bday. i might join them at the strip to look at the tattoos they are getting. don't know yet but ill call you later.

[forsythia9]

Dude how did you manage to get off tomorrow? Lucky. Why are you acting so weird towards me lately? Just wondering. Seems like theres tension. Anyway I was looking at those apartments you told me about. Tiffiny said they were in a REALLY bad neighborhood. Like so bad her jail boyfriend wouldn't even live in them haha.

[psalm52]

im just a little annoyed but it comes and goes so i dont bank on it. the westwood apts? if i can't move there then i can't move out because that is the only place that takes sam.

[forsythia9]

We'll have to sit down and talk about the annoyances cos I know the feeling.

As for the apartments I think we should go look at them totally first.

I came home at 2 today because I have pain shooting down my leg again. I hope I don't have to go through this bullshit again. I'm so pissed off about that right now.

[psalm52]

Yeah. I want to take a look at them still. If I can't find anything here I might just start looking in Orlando now. It's just really hard to find a place in an area you don't live in because you have to go with what the internet says. I'll have to plan another weekend trip to look around if the westwood apts don't work out.