Well...Well....Well
I went to Homecoming Saturday. I went and got an outfit and got my sister to do my makeup. That felt weird having all that stuff on my face. I had a good time though. Kramer got me to dance. I didn't think I could dance. I don't think I really can...its all in my subconscious. I know most positively for sure that he doesn't like me, but whatever. I could care less...Actually I couldn't care more. It sucks to know but I just can't care. I still want to be his friend, but I dunno if what I really want is to like him and be his friend or be his friend because I like him. Which hurts more? I've been through all this with Chase and I really don't care to go through it again, but I'll just have to push all the emotions out of the way and jump in head first. I have to get over this sooner or later...right? (If any of you out there have been through anything like this and know anything helpful kindly grant me your wise wisdom -Thanks).