Ok I thought I was better...
But I'm not!!! Why does all this crap bother me!! I don't mind that Chase and Kelsey are going out that isn't why I'm upset, but yet I can't figure out why I am upset. I suppose it could be that I'm jealous of Kelsey. Maybe subconsciously somewhere I'm jealous that she has a b/f and I don't. I think that's it. *sniff* Why am I such a horrible friend? I mean I shouldn't be this way to my friends...there I go feeling sorry for myself again. I'm so sick of being this way. I wish Jonathan was on cause he could make me feel better...