LIfe is ok I suppose
Last night I went to Fitz with Chase. It was pretty cool. We heard some really good bands. CHase and I were having some kind of contest as to who could get the most free stuff. He won. WE got lost on the way there that was an adventure. I love going places with him its always interesting. NExt time though we need more people like Eacey and his other goofhead friends. Maybe Kelsey will attempt to go, but then again with the drinking, smoking, and weed I doubt she would go. Chase was gonna buy me a drink last night but he didn't have enough money. Anyways I suppose life has been going good. Schools ok, I've got four classes with Kelsey, not that it matters, and then I have my favorite class philosophy. I've been feeling like crap lately. Just full of all kinds of emotions and stuff. I think its just one of those teenager things. I mean I dunno. I just feel like there is noone out there for me. Like I'm alone in a corner and the lights are off. Noone can see me, but then again that sounds selfish and I don't want to be selfish. I just don't think anyone cares. Its all just some sort of charade. I mean sure yeah I have Kelsey and CHase but with the way things are going with those two it looks like I'll be the third wheel again. I know they care and I know they don't mean for it to be that way but it is. Kelsey and Chase will get together and be all lovey dovey and I can sit by and watch...well screw that!!!! If it does hapen there is no way in hell that I will be the third wheel!! I wont stand for it they can kiss my ass!!! Pardon my language.