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WOWWWWEEEE i havent updated in like a few months.... sheesh i used to do this like everyday a few times a day!! hahahhaa. livejournal lost its users to myspace. people lose their freaking lives to myspace i tell you. that thing is nothing but drama...........but soooo addicting. i have no life for reals.
anwyays.
i broke down the other day because as excited as i am to graduate and leave this pathetic valley and start a new chapter in my life, im really really scared. i HATE this current gloomy/rainy weather and thats all that it is in san francisco. and im so far from home... and i dont want to make friends... i like the friends i have. its going to be so odd not seeing everyone.... it will be like being in public not knowing anyone all the time. and it scares me alot. as much as i fight with my mom i dont know what im going to do without her or my dad next year. im seriuosly freakeddddd out and i like the comfort of my home. nevertheless, im still excited because i will know a few close friends going up with me. so yeah.
show choir has been taking up my life pretty much.4 hour practices ALL the time... rah. choirs not really fun anymore. but megan and i DID win choir members of them month together this month because "you cant just give it to one of them" hahahahahhahahhahahahahhaha. fucking slap in the face to all those anal bitches who talk shit about my "dedication" to choir. fuck you dude just cause im not obsessive about choir and dont schedule my freaking life around it.
bitches piss me off.
anyways. boys.... matt and i = done for good. were not talking again, but i really bet before we leave it will be fine again. whatever. that whole situation is so stupid. but i like jason alot now, and thats going good. hes not typical and i like that and hes not an asshole. hes a geniune guy..........which is odd for me. i always pick the assholes.
hahahhahaha.
yeah. its already march 7.... we graduate in like 50 days or something and that is soooo surreal.
you know that vitamin C graduation song?
its soooo true
lol and i love it
elyse is obsessed......
anyways. fun fun times and i love this year so much everyone is so tight .... i dont realy want it to change. :(
<3
anwyays.
i broke down the other day because as excited as i am to graduate and leave this pathetic valley and start a new chapter in my life, im really really scared. i HATE this current gloomy/rainy weather and thats all that it is in san francisco. and im so far from home... and i dont want to make friends... i like the friends i have. its going to be so odd not seeing everyone.... it will be like being in public not knowing anyone all the time. and it scares me alot. as much as i fight with my mom i dont know what im going to do without her or my dad next year. im seriuosly freakeddddd out and i like the comfort of my home. nevertheless, im still excited because i will know a few close friends going up with me. so yeah.
show choir has been taking up my life pretty much.4 hour practices ALL the time... rah. choirs not really fun anymore. but megan and i DID win choir members of them month together this month because "you cant just give it to one of them" hahahahahhahahhahahahahhaha. fucking slap in the face to all those anal bitches who talk shit about my "dedication" to choir. fuck you dude just cause im not obsessive about choir and dont schedule my freaking life around it.
bitches piss me off.
anyways. boys.... matt and i = done for good. were not talking again, but i really bet before we leave it will be fine again. whatever. that whole situation is so stupid. but i like jason alot now, and thats going good. hes not typical and i like that and hes not an asshole. hes a geniune guy..........which is odd for me. i always pick the assholes.
hahahhahaha.
yeah. its already march 7.... we graduate in like 50 days or something and that is soooo surreal.
you know that vitamin C graduation song?
its soooo true
lol and i love it
elyse is obsessed......
anyways. fun fun times and i love this year so much everyone is so tight .... i dont realy want it to change. :(
<3