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ugg gahh i feel like im about to exploddee!! everything suxxx right now...gah its like i cant enjoy anything cuz it feels like im so held back by stuff....and then gahh
school is sooo hard this year, the SAT is freaking the most annoying and stressful thing ever, i dont even know what to do about it...and i love drama and talon sooooooo much but i cant even enjoy it cuz i always have to worry about missing one or the other cuz i dont have time for both but i cant quit either and i dont want to at ALL!!! and gah school is so frustrating, it feels like im trying harder than last year and doing worse...lakdjf;lajk!! + people just suck this year it feels...everyone is just so caught up in themselves that they dont even care about anything else...it feels like i cant even be real about how i feel or be myself or it feels like everyone thinks im being a bitch, and im not! i am probably just in a bad mood that day or stressed..or they think im being dumb and like blind or clueless or sumtin i dunno...ugg and like i try making everyone happy and it never works out for me...and it feels like i have to live up to so many peoples standards or sumtin...adlfkja;sldjkf!!! i wanna scream or sumtin!!!!
blahhh ok wutever i need to chill out...a 3 day weekend couldnt come at a better time, hopefully it wont suck...ugg and i cant wait for retreat...its gunna be fun i hope!
thats it, sry for complaining so much
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school is sooo hard this year, the SAT is freaking the most annoying and stressful thing ever, i dont even know what to do about it...and i love drama and talon sooooooo much but i cant even enjoy it cuz i always have to worry about missing one or the other cuz i dont have time for both but i cant quit either and i dont want to at ALL!!! and gah school is so frustrating, it feels like im trying harder than last year and doing worse...lakdjf;lajk!! + people just suck this year it feels...everyone is just so caught up in themselves that they dont even care about anything else...it feels like i cant even be real about how i feel or be myself or it feels like everyone thinks im being a bitch, and im not! i am probably just in a bad mood that day or stressed..or they think im being dumb and like blind or clueless or sumtin i dunno...ugg and like i try making everyone happy and it never works out for me...and it feels like i have to live up to so many peoples standards or sumtin...adlfkja;sldjkf!!! i wanna scream or sumtin!!!!
blahhh ok wutever i need to chill out...a 3 day weekend couldnt come at a better time, hopefully it wont suck...ugg and i cant wait for retreat...its gunna be fun i hope!
thats it, sry for complaining so much
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