Damn baby, you frustrate me. <33
Well, I feel the need to vent in my livejournal. I don't know why, but I just need somewhere to express all my feelings and if you don't like what I have to say then don't read my journal; simple as that. None of my venting is directed towards anyone, it's just that I haven't been in the best of moods lately. I haven't been fighting with anyone or anything. Things with my friends, family, and wonderful boyfriend have been going great. Well maybe not always but that's not the point. It's just something doesn't feel right. I don't know. I just don't understand why I can't just be happy without feeling like everything's going wrong. Somehow, someway things tend to go the way I don't want them to. For example I came home from school today and I actually had a good day at school, and slightly after school I feel a little depressed, but I'm not sure why. When I got home from dropping K-lizzle and K-rizzle off (don't ask why, but those names are totally awesome) I just felt like I wanted to scream at everyone and everything. I wanted to be alone and not be bothered by anything. I don't know why, maybe it's just a depression stage in my life. Maybe it's just stress, ehh I'm too young to be feeling so stressed all the time. Hmm, I don't know. The purpose in writing this isn't for anything to feel sorry for me, but for my own purposes so I am able to express myself in the highest extent possible so long as all of you don't know ALL of my business but a few things that I will feel better after I let it out. I could probably talk to someone about my feelings but I don't feel I am strong enough to just confess myself to someone, probably a select few. I'm sure this stupid thing will blow over but for now this is how I feel and I cannot help it. I really do feel that I need to just let it all out so it's not all bottled up inside of me. I guess that's all for now. Holler.
Much love to you <33