Oct 07, 2004 21:45
(( the entry below is about me and Dan, for all u nosy people )).
Okai, so im kinda taken back on my life right now. Its soo fucking stressfull, and i feel like im put into this little box, and the four sides are closing in on me. and its PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF.
Im so tempted to turn to cutting, or something to take my mind offa the stress. Okai, so as if it isnt bad enough that me, Dan, and his whore of a boyfriend are all going out it..I find that ANOTHER GAY BOY in our school has a problem with me because i though SOMEONE WAS CUTE. Its like...gawd, first of all..u and him dont go out, he dosnt like u, back off his, and my dick bitch. shit. Its like...my fucking gawd, and I HATE WHEN U RUN TO ALL MY FRIENDS, AND TRY TO FINDOUT WHAT IM DOING. Get ur own life.
Why are u so concerned on what i do, and who im fucking? I GOT A WHOLE MAN, What i look like messin around with another boy? When i am sooo happy with the man that i have!! I have everything i want.
Then, as if that wasnt bad...I findout that my EX BOYFRIEND has feeling for my BEST friend, and that kind pisses me off. Because my, bestfriend knows how i feel/felt about him, and though she says she dosnt like him..I cant help but think she likes him alittle. Ya know? and if she does, ill be really pissed.
BASICALLY IM JUST GOING TO BLOW EVERYONE UP. :-D.
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