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okay, no more mister tough guy.
i'm sitting here listening to brand new, remembering the night in target when i didn't want you to buy their cd, but someone elses, &crying my fucking eyes out.
i guess it just hit me; i don't have you anymore.
it feels like someone died.
i'm not writting this to try &get you back.
i'm writting it to apologize again for all of the
hurtful &unfair things i've done to you.
i don't think i'll ever be able to apologize enough.
you didn't do anything to deserve any of the shit i gave you.
if i could, i'd take back those eleven punches into the phone &the words i said afterwards.
i hope someday you can forgive me for all this.
i don't think theres anything else for me to say that you haven't heard 99082371622012 times.
i'm sitting here listening to brand new, remembering the night in target when i didn't want you to buy their cd, but someone elses, &crying my fucking eyes out.
i guess it just hit me; i don't have you anymore.
it feels like someone died.
i'm not writting this to try &get you back.
i'm writting it to apologize again for all of the
hurtful &unfair things i've done to you.
i don't think i'll ever be able to apologize enough.
you didn't do anything to deserve any of the shit i gave you.
if i could, i'd take back those eleven punches into the phone &the words i said afterwards.
i hope someday you can forgive me for all this.
i don't think theres anything else for me to say that you haven't heard 99082371622012 times.