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i cant even begin to explain what tonight meant to me. seeing myself talk about something so passionately makes me realize that this can actually become a reality for me. sure its easy enough to talk myself into thinking that im making some kind of sense. but i just love disagreements along with the acknowledgements of valid points throughout the way. im not one to make blanket statements that sound like a direct rip off of some cheap gas station hallmark card. i love getting to the point im trying to make and validating it with real and concise evidence that is deemed worthy of taking note for future reference. im not robotic. sometimes i underestimate myself and what potentially comes out of my mouth. i do have a voice and i like using it. because behind that voice is a passionate heart and an intelligent mind ready to divulge onto others my inner most feelings and keep an open mind towards conflicting views. i accept differences as long as the person providing that alternative point of view has a clear argument that is open for discussion rather than it being the end all of end all. progression is the key towards better understanding what our life means in the here and now in order to create a solid foundation for our immediate future. im so enthralled by all this. it makes me yearn to learn more about what i am capable of.
sure there are never any concrete answers that can come out of issues that pertain to matters of the heart or anything like that. its definitely specific to the situation and the individuals involved. but in the end, whats most important is that the key to a successful relationship is engraining into your heart and mind a healthy dose of reality whilst keeping your best interest at the forefront of all that you do. because no one wants to agonize over how complicated relationships can be. im not going to wait for my happiness to come around. i define what it means to be happy in my own life. im not bound by unrealistic aspirations anymore. do as you please for i will do the same. its the only way ive ever known to be happy. and you should be happy for me too.
this is going to sound a bit corny but i really dig heart to heart talks. not the fake getting to know you bullshit that barely even touch the surface of delectable issues. but the real heart wrenching issues that long to see the light of day. it helps build the foundation of trust between people when you know that you can have a conversation about the most controversial of issues and still come out feeling golden in the end. i dont know. thats how i felt tonight. i was very opinionated and i held my ground. but it was refreshing to not be attacked for what i believed in for once in my life. so thank you for listening. i really appreciate it. whether or not you agreed with me and my point of view, you kept all your keen senses open to the fact that i, as do you, hold so much respect for the positions that we carry.
its nearing the 5am mark. i cant remember the last time i had a real good night sleep. tonight may potentially be the first in a while. ive never felt more better about myself than i have had in a very long time. im kind of over all the games and the drama. one more thing id like to mention that i kind of forgot to mention the last time i wrote in here was that drama is always there. just when you think you found an escape from all the drama in your life, it comes back at you in full force even when youre not even looking for it. in this game of hide and seek, ive been found but i dont exactly know who was "it". the point im trying to make is that the only person who knows me best is me, myself and i. your everyday friend would not even begin to know how to piece this unorthodox puzzle together. my thoughts, just like my wardrobe, change constantly. and i personally dont think its fair for you to judge me on such a sensitive scale based on what some random stranger told you about me. i deserve more respect than that. clearly.
im loving this music. im feeling free. just spinning on the dance floor, thats where i want to be. if you like to boogie, come look for me. just spinning on the dance floor because its so heavenly.
sure there are never any concrete answers that can come out of issues that pertain to matters of the heart or anything like that. its definitely specific to the situation and the individuals involved. but in the end, whats most important is that the key to a successful relationship is engraining into your heart and mind a healthy dose of reality whilst keeping your best interest at the forefront of all that you do. because no one wants to agonize over how complicated relationships can be. im not going to wait for my happiness to come around. i define what it means to be happy in my own life. im not bound by unrealistic aspirations anymore. do as you please for i will do the same. its the only way ive ever known to be happy. and you should be happy for me too.
this is going to sound a bit corny but i really dig heart to heart talks. not the fake getting to know you bullshit that barely even touch the surface of delectable issues. but the real heart wrenching issues that long to see the light of day. it helps build the foundation of trust between people when you know that you can have a conversation about the most controversial of issues and still come out feeling golden in the end. i dont know. thats how i felt tonight. i was very opinionated and i held my ground. but it was refreshing to not be attacked for what i believed in for once in my life. so thank you for listening. i really appreciate it. whether or not you agreed with me and my point of view, you kept all your keen senses open to the fact that i, as do you, hold so much respect for the positions that we carry.
its nearing the 5am mark. i cant remember the last time i had a real good night sleep. tonight may potentially be the first in a while. ive never felt more better about myself than i have had in a very long time. im kind of over all the games and the drama. one more thing id like to mention that i kind of forgot to mention the last time i wrote in here was that drama is always there. just when you think you found an escape from all the drama in your life, it comes back at you in full force even when youre not even looking for it. in this game of hide and seek, ive been found but i dont exactly know who was "it". the point im trying to make is that the only person who knows me best is me, myself and i. your everyday friend would not even begin to know how to piece this unorthodox puzzle together. my thoughts, just like my wardrobe, change constantly. and i personally dont think its fair for you to judge me on such a sensitive scale based on what some random stranger told you about me. i deserve more respect than that. clearly.
im loving this music. im feeling free. just spinning on the dance floor, thats where i want to be. if you like to boogie, come look for me. just spinning on the dance floor because its so heavenly.