Dec 02, 2008 08:53
ive been spending money this weekend as if i had any money to spend. but theres just no other way to explain how ecstatic i am over my most recent purchase. upon waiting on britney's gma performance, i was en route to ordering tickets to her concert on ticketmaster when i realized i left my wallet in my car. being the spastic individual that i am, i frantically tried to call my mom to see if i could "borrow" her credit card to order the tickets. amazingly enough she had to call me back because she "lost" her credit card, and i was just like what the fuck is this fuckery all about.
so its not like my car was far or anything like that but it definitely required me to go outside and brave the cold weather in my undies in order to get the wallet from my car. i probably looked and sounded like an idiot as i huffed and puffed over to my car. halfway through sprinting to my car i couldnt breathe from the cold air grasping my lungs, but my adrenaline kept me going as i hurried back to my place with the hopes that my tickets were still reserved. i literally threw myself onto the bed at this point and typed as fast as my fat fingers could type in order to get this order processed.
but the ends totally justify the means, as i am a very proud owner of two lower level seats to what will be the biggest concert ever in los angeles. my initial reaction was just to be blank as the last ten minutes had just been the biggest blur. but i was awaken from my stupor with the familiar sounds of the first 10 seconds of circus as britney spears was debuting her song on good morning america. as soon as her performance was finished i suddenly realized what i had just done. i guess it would be like committing a murder. yeah, a murder to my poor wallet already on life support.
i guess a lot can happen in just a couple days. last week i was hoarding my precious dollars away in a cave only spending money on the essential things in life to fucking donald trump mentality thinking i could afford all this hoopla on top of trying to afford this new place. i need to find my center once again and find a good balance in my life once again. i have been out of control, but at least im not passing up on these key opportunities to bring a little more joy into my life. i say if it makes me happy then im all about being poor, haha. keep doing you buddy. because doing you is what got you here in the first place.