Dec 29, 2005 19:31
Monday - Worked til 10, then headed over to Rachel's. I had no idea who was gonna be there but i called her and she said she'd send down someone to get me so i waited around and brian and darren came around the corner with beers in hand.. which was awesome i haven't seen them forever. So we go upstairs and PB greets me at the door which is also amazing. They talk to me for a while and i'm all happy then i heard caitlin say "angela!" and i go in the living room and melissa, natalie, caitlin, rachel and her 2 friends are there and i'm so happy i just kinda sit there and smile. It's our high school group all together, well almost, so it was awesome. I chugged a lime mikes (ew) and we walked to the bar. I'm 20 but they didn't card so we got in. We headed to the back where darren, brian and i played cricket on darts. i won! everyone was buying rachel shots and i bought her a kamikaze (cute huh) and she said it was her favorite. after that darren and brian bought her a shot called the three wiseman with uh jim beam, jose cuervo and captain morgan maybe.. i don't remember but they made her take it at the bar and she puked on the bar floor. Then she puked in the bathroom. Later some bitch came in and wanted to pee so we let her go in the stall where rachel puked.. and rachel came in and was like "the first stall is for puking, the second for peeing" and that girl heard it so she had heat with us. later on she came up and told people caitlin and i were talking shit about her. weiiiird. so yea, i was tired of watching everyone else drink so i drank a left over beer then we bought a pitcher, than another one. needless to say i got druuuuunk. it wasn't even my 21 bday but oooh well. the only cute guy in the bar bought caitlin TWO shots! she's the woman! then he dissapeared from her life cause the bar closed. We were trying to figure out what the normal thing to do in that situation is. maybe we'll see him again someday? so overall i don't remember 3 hours of my life... its sad. lots of random stuff happened... not with me. but my friends and people showering together and making out and who knows?? mike came and got me and he told me i was being insane. got 4 or less hours of sleep and i was hung over until like 7pm. But it was soo good to see my FRIENDS!! they never treat me like crap and always stand up for me. I love them and wish they all lived in the state.. They always remind me what a friend is. They know i'm annoying, and i make mistakes, and i'm stubborn. But they still love me.
Tuesday - Headed home to watch the skeleton key with my dad and my brother. They didn't like it as much as i did. Oh well.. man i love that movie and the MUSIC! reminds me of when i went to new orleans and actually danced in public. and the people loved it. After that went to first ave with v2 and andrew. great to see v2. and andrew. the show was ok.. after the show i wanted to go home since i got no sleep but they convinced me to go to Ihop in coon rapids. Needless to say i should've stayed home. Don't know what i ever did but i guess i was the target that night. Everyone's always talking shit to someone so why not me. I'll remember that next time i am invited someplace. Disrespectful is all i have to say, i don't care who you are. I'm not targeting anyone or calling them out, that just seems to be the trend lately. People think they can treat others a certain way, but honestly who is to judge who is better than who? I'm so tired of all the shit talking and put downs, i'm trying to work on it very badly. Maybe ya'll should too. Point is, no one said anything in my defense. It's kinda like when i fell off my bike and no one helped me up... it hurts.
Wednesday - What did i do today.. slept a lot, hung out with mike, went to get pizza, watched pete and pete.
Thursday - Larry came and visited me since he's on leave from mississippi and this is the last time he'll be home before he goes to Iraq. Saw him for a bit, then went to potbellies with mike. Then watched some tv, and he went to work. Now i'm waiting for kid cocky to come up so hopefully i can hang with my old peeps tonight, minus a few. Jason just called me up and we talked about how we need to go visit brad's grave and how we still miss him constantly. who knows what things would be like now.. we'll never know..