Manipulation of a merciful soul..

[prynci]

I've decided this whole live journal thing is incredibly lame and intrusive, which is my fault. I am so tired of stating my opinion and having others tell me i'm dead wrong. There are no facts in anything i say on here, or online.This live journal is for MY OPINION and if you don't like it you can kindly get a life. As I recall, this is America and i'd like to think that after all the struggles we have been through, that i could be allowed to say what i think about the current situation going on around me. Yet many people believe their opinions to be fact. So much has changed in the past 6 months or so. Many new friendships have formed and many have been lost. I sincerely miss the old days, last year, when everything was fun and many people called themselves my friend. Now they are doubting if they were ever even my friend.. How short are some people's memories? I can honestly say i have a handful of good friends, whom i trust 99% of the time. These people are not associated with wrestling. They've been my friends for 6 years plus, and they would never, ever start rumors about me, or talk about me behind my back without first coming to me with their problems. I have had many, MANY fights with friends, such as with Rachel, yet we're mature enough to talk it out and get over it! We have had fights 20 times worse than anything i am dealing with now, yet it was between HER and I. There were no sides being taken by others. She didn't use others to defeat me. I think I currently have one friend who is associated with wrestling who i can tell anything to, and i trust him and he trusts me. But i also have known him for almost 3 years, so it makes sense. He knows who I am. I can't stand the drama anymore. I don't care who is fucking who, i don't care who is taking naked pictures of themselves *oops*, i don't care who you think is worthy of your presence, and i dont care if you think i'm a bitch. because its all petty high school shit. I have my real friends, my boyfriend, my family, hell even my dog, and i have my college career. I'm attempting to make something of myself. I cannot let any of this interfere with my life as it was. I don't need any of this. I don't need people attacking me, especially people that NEVER talk to me. If you're going to talk to me just to take a shit on me, please, save it for someone who wants to hear it. i can't imagine any of my friends who i've known forever saying or acting the disrespectful way many of you have in the past however many months. This isn't even a recent problem of mine. Lately it seems as though everyone either wants to be my best friend, or my enemy. This black and white is killing me. It's been building up more and more and this is my last "opinion" i state in my livejournal. I'm sure i'll revoke those words soon enough, but for now, i need a huge break. I also need a break from AIM. My grades are suffering because my mind is constantly dwelling on all the drama. All i want to do is be a good person and do something with myself. If anyone wants to talk to me, call me. I need to use up my unlimited minutes. Don't even text me, it's really quite informal.

So for now, here's the FACTS!!

Caitlin's sister had her baby!
Larry called me today!
Anthony and I are going to Holy Land tomorrow!
Mike bought me Star Wars Episode 3!
The Super show is coming up soon!

Anybody want to argue with me on these points? In the words of my wise friend, go fuck yourself.