Monday: Finished cleaning the Cairn. Had drinks at applebees. Rained so hard overnight i thought i was dead for sure.
Tuesday: Surface Recon on a farm field for 8 hours. Saw the break up with Jared and then we went bowling.
Wednesday: More surface Recon. Founds tons of shit. Went to Jimmy's Pub for drinks - best Absolut drinks i've had in my life. We are so going back there next wednesday. Straight from the field.
Thursday: Shovel tested a brand new site - found tons of shit. Got really dirty. Found out some boys are way into dirty dirty girls. Drank way too much vodka, talked way too much religion, got way too upset. Also made a big mistake. Alcohol sure brings everything out. Turns out someone is in the exact same situation as me. So now we're both fucked. Long, long story. And no one to tell it to.
Friday: Started opening an excavation unit. I suck at it. Almost cried. Lived up to my "stumbleina" rep and fell into the unit. That's a big no no. Bought underworld evolution. Hung out . Fell asleep.
Saturday: Went to target center with a dear friend and got front row tickets for the wwe show. Lunch, laundry, home depot, filed my trowels, watched an episode of house i missed.
Fuck.
It’s not the way you see me
It’s the way you let me down
I can’t believe that it hurts this much
When I hear your voice
You’re calling out to me
Though you know I can’t be with you
So please don’t leave
Just remember to keep some distance
And remember you’ve already had your chance with me
I hope you see
I could never be without you
Just try to see the way that I see
It’s not the way you need me
It’s the way you drag me down
I can’t believe that it hurts this much
I still hear your voice
You’re calling out to me
Though you know I can’t be with you
You’re a constant echo
That I hear ringing in my ears
I see you
I see the way you see me
You’re a constant hurting
That gets the best of me
I see you - I see the way you see me
Mike looks WAY too excited
Stephen, the TA with his mosquito net, looking like an old crone.
Now you can see why i want to cry
Erin and I shovel testing/screening. I have to admit that face is all show. We were just pretending to work.