up all night, sleep all day...
thats how it feels like sometimes dont it??? i mean its like you are so active when you sleep or when you dont sleep in the pm hours that when you are at work or school or wherever you are, you are sleeping during the day. maybe its just me. ok so for everyone to know and its all out in the open, i am in a new relationship. its with the guy that you all know about. now kelly dont go telling mom i will do that myself. i dont need you to relay messages to her. i hope you will keep yourself quiet and let me handle it. jossy, im sorry for not telling you sooner. at first, we were re-establishing our friendship, but things and feelings took over, and here we are. i dont know how it happened. but for the first time, i feel special and loved and not dumb or used or taken for granted. already he has made me feel so good about myself. i dont have a worry in the world when i am with him. i dont have to remind him to do things or when a bill should be payed. i dont have to play mom to him. i just have to be the girlfriend and give back the care he gives to me. i know most of you cann't see how we can get along with the whole age difference and the kids but we are going to try it and see what happens. i am really confident that this relationship will get better by the day. thats why i have been distant from everyone lately. i just need some time to get things together and situated and i will call you all soon!!!!!