Making me smile
So, my sleepy man didn't get a chance to jot down anything before he went to bed last night. We were both wiped, something I've been noticing the more we talk. We have earlier nights. -giggle- I think we're just so excited and we talk and talk and talk all day it wears us out! I don't know about you, but I love that. I truly love that! I ( Read more... )
Yeah I was pretty tired last night which is a first, normally I wear you down. And I think for once you didn't want me to go. And I love it when you get all clingy. It matches myself when I get clingy and I don't feel as bad any more.
As I'm not one to ever really want to use these social net working sites, I feel compelled to ramble this morning after what my woman has said above. Sometimes life moves along at an alarming rate. One minute you're in diapers the next you're in school with kids your own age and then suddenly you're a grown up out in the real world.
The same can be said for relationships; one moment you're starting out light and care free. Just having fun and enjoying one another. Suddenly one lays down the gauntlet. They tell you how they feel, how they have always felt both in positive and negative ways. you're left wondering what do I do? You know you feel the same way but you suddenly start second guessing yourself. These admittances of feelings on any level can be rough, they can destroy. In the time that it takes to build a solid foundation for a relationship it can be torn down and demolished in under a minute with the wrong choice of words.
And that was always our fault, we could never work up the nerve to say anything to one another. I'm glad you did! Cause I don't know how much longer I would have waited till I cracked. You knew how I once felt but you had no clue as to how I was feeling. Everything comes as a shock in the end. From wanting one another again to loving each other right from the start. It took a long time to get things right!
But I think knowing I can make you smile, that unto itself is just enough. Knowing that you need humor more than anything some days. And if I make you smile then you, Princess, make me laugh!
Oh how you make me laugh! Of course I smile in that laughter but you make me laugh Miss 24! There are things you say and it's how you say them and the voice you use. Oh how I love your voice and that accent... insert one of those sighs here.
But before I continue on a senseless rant let em tell you something!
Erin girl, I've fallen head over heels in love with you! Mad about you, simply crazy! Maybe... maybe I could have told you a long time ago and gotten it all over with. But it played out for the best and I wouldn't change a thing. Not even that mean & nasty spill on an ice rink!
Keeper of the most precious possession
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