Oct 28, 2005 23:47
Okay so I never update. Why? Because I am gay and I have no life therefor nothign to write about.
This past week has been semi-hell for me. Tera Nova's blew ass and I never want to take trhem. ONE more year to go. Booo to the Seniors that had off on Wednesday and Thursday. Lucky fuckers! I wish I had off, but I didn't. I was stuck taking those damn tests. I hate when teachers say that they count or like the colleges look at them or some shit. I tried to do good and then I hear people turn the page or put their head down and I get mad that Im soo slow. So I just fill in anything. Im gayy, yess yess I know.
Other than thatt my week was okay. Cheer has been good. I think I'm on a roll with the whole running thing. Ran inside the building like aroundd it 3 and 1/2 times. Yes I know, thats not even a mile, but still I am proud of myself. I tried nott to think about running and how much I have to run 'cause that just makes me more and more tired. So I sing in my head, this week it was Kelly Clarkson. Hahah, I know all the words to her songs. We started our dance and its veryy "hip hopish", gangster, I dont know waht it is. I finally got it!! Woo for me. I lovee making fun of Angie when she does it. I dont even mean the shit I say, but she gets mad.
Another thing, I am soo mean to Angie. Likeee I dont mean it at all but she'll say somethign and I'll be a bitch to her and she'll make a face and like take it like its nothing. She knows I'm kidding with her when I'm mean. But still, its soo funny. She also knows that I love herr and I justtt be mean to her because Hey, its fun.
Alright soo, I dont know what else to write. Maybe I'll just dedicate the rest of this entry to the ONE the ONLYY Matthew "Matty" Thomas Mark Wyszynski a.k.a the STUD! Hahah, yeh I made that up. I'm good.
Well for about a month noww my life has not been complete. Why do you ask? Oh yeh its because Matt lost his password or some shitty excusee and he couldnt go online. But he was also too busyy smooching 293759387 girlss that he couldn't take the time out to call me. Soo what do I do? I take matters into my own hands and call him one night. But do I get an answer? NO! Well one day, out of the clear sky BOOM! Hes online, but on his cell phone. Sooo Im not sure if I IMed him or he IMed me but we began to talk and I missed it. I lovedd talking to him. Then he finally gets onlinee online not phone online and we talk some more. I've been talking to him everyday since that. I think it started Wed. Hahah, only like 2 days but I dont care.
Soo noww since we have been talking my whole life has fallen back into place. Something about that kid that gets me in a good mood. Ya know?? HAhha, you probably dont because I dont even know.
I can picture him reading this right now and smiling becausee truth me told he has a little crush on mee and he wants me soo bad that he cant take it. Hahaha jk. Butt he does love me, alot! And everyday he looks forwward to go to school because why? Yeh, because he gets to see me before and after homeroom. Funny thing is he thinks that when I wait outfront of my locker, its for him. But is it? NO! Its for Gianna or Petie. But he just likes to think its about him.
He is currently bitching at me and telling me to hurry it up because I'm takign to long to update. I dont know what to write. I guess I'll just write some more things about Matt. How about a little rhyme(sp?)? Will that make him happy? Yes, it would. Haha, look how gay this is gonna be..
Oath to Matt
By: Ashley Prybella
Matt is cool.
Matt is great.
Matt wishes he could take me on a date.
Matt is funny.
Matt is hot.
Matt is everything that your not.
Matt is awesome.
Matt is loud.
Matt does things that make me proud.
Matt can dance.
Matt can sing.
Matt is simply FUCKING amaz-ing!
Woo!! Again, third time I'm saying this. I AM SOO GAY. Why did I just write that? Yeh, beats me. I hope he likes it because it likes him. Time to go, cyaaa
<3; Ashleyyy